Danganronpa Angst Oneshots

sweet sorry (Ryoma Hoshi X Optimistic! Reader)

This was requested by @DatPumpingPuppetGurl and personally I love the idea! I love Ryoma so much and I made him a cake for his birthday a few days back. Here we go!
WARNING! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS DEATH! IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THAT TOPIC PLEASE LEAVE!
ANOTHER WARNING!!! SPOILERS FOR DANGANRONPA V3!
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Week one
(Y/n) POV:
I don't like this Killing game. I don't think anyone does. It's scary but I managed to make a few friends, which are Kaede and Tojo. But my best friend is rather a downer. Yep. Ryoma Hoshi, the ultimate tennis pro. He always believes he's a terrible person, and that he doesn't deserve to be an ultimate, saying how he wants to die and such. I hate that! He has way more talent than my boring ultimate, the super high school level (t/n) (A/N: that means Talent Name. And I'm not dissing your talent, you just want to make him feel better). Actually, I love Ryoma. I think??? I can't say that after JUST knowing someone for a week, but I think it's true. When I'm by him, I feel all warm and happy. Like I can do anything! From now on, I'll try my hardest to keep everyone from dying and to keep them optimistic!
Week 3: Kaede and Rantaro passes away
One of my closest friends, Kaede is gone. I can't believe she committed a murder. I doubt she did. It's unbelievable and it doesn't sit well with me. It gives me a bad taste in my mouth. But not as bad as Shuichi. He was really affected by her death. I think he loved her deeply. They got along so well and Kaede played piano for him all the time! But the saddest thing is, while I was passing by the music room, I heard the tune Kaede would play for him. He was playing it. He looked so sad. But I knew that Kaede was watching over him, being glad that he took time out of this "school" to learn her song. And I know, if she was here, she would be crying tears of joy and love. After seeing Shuichi and Kaede falling for each other in such short time,
I believe I really do love Hoshi.
Week 7: Hoshi is found dead, eaten "alive"
I cant believe it. The person I loved. The person I confessed to. The person who accepted my confession, loved me, kissed me, promised to be by my side. Was now gone. Forever. Merely just bones at the bottom of a magic trick tank. I couldn't believe it. I bursted into tears. I didn't even assist in the investigation. I couldn't handle it. I didn't want to see what I could've stopped. I could've been with him. If only it wasn't for the stupid Insect meet and greet. Why did this happen?! I'm still going to the class trial. I'll try to be optimistic.
Class Trial 2: Kirumi is executed.
All of my friends are gone. My lover. My best friend. Who I thought to be a friend. They're all gone. The only person who helped me after the trial was Angie and Maki. I trust them a small bit. Maki seems mysterious though. Kirumi was found guilty, and told us she did it for the country. What country?! There's already a terrible war all because of one teenage girl starting this entire killing game! Why try to protect something that's already gone?! Ryoma is gone. I can't protect him. But we found out he was only trying to protect me. I wasn't supposed to go to the meet and greet. That's why Kirumi asked for assistance in setting up Himiko's magic show. She wanted to kill me. But instead, I got taken to the stupid meet and greet by Kokichi. That's why Ryoma died. It's his fault. It's all his fault. Kirumi tried to kill me. I thought she was my friend? I guess there's no such thing as friends in this Killing game huh? My only friend was Ryoma. I miss him. Why did he protect me? I don't know if I can stay optimistic anymore.
Week 46: the end
We're out. All four of us. We all made it. Me, Maki, Himiko, and Shuichi. I'm surprised Himiko made it, after Maki revealed herself (more like Kokichi revealed her) as the ultimate assassin, I knew she would survive. And Shuichi, his belief in Kaede's truth and kind words kept him going. My optimism came back after I knew I was alive. I was a survivor. I lived. Angie is gone, but she is in a better place. Just like Kirumi, Kaede, and Hoshi. I still miss him, and I want to see him, but I know he would want me to live for him. And I will. I will love for his sake. I know he's watching me, happily. He finally is free from all worries. I know Kaede is watching Shuichi, proud of what he has become. I know Kaito is watching Maki, knowing he loved a strong woman. I know that Tenko is watching Himiko alongside Angie, happy they picked such a great girl to befriend. And I know Ryoma is watching me, proud I am accepting my life and staying optimistic. I know
that I will forever be optimistic.
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WOW 893 WORDS THAT'S PRETTY LONG. I hope you like it @DatPumpingPuppetGurl !