I Live In A World...

There's nothing I could do to ever erase God's love

The truth sometimes I cannot see

Because I've let Satan blind me

The Devil deteriorates my self worth

By attacking my mind with his toxic words

As hard as I work and as much as I fight 

I've tried to escape from the enemy's lies

I can feel with each day my mind getting worse

Though I say i'm okay, deep down, it hurts

My strength is gone and all hope feels lost

And I can't help but feel like happiness costs

I ask myself, "Do I want to live anymore?"

"Has darkness finally won the war?"

"Should I give up?" "Should I give in?"

"Is my happiness considered a sin?"

"This feels wrong... is this my fate?"

The Devil replies, "Yes there's no room for a clean slate"

With a curt nod, I drop of my head

As my heart is crushed and my spirit is dead,

A flash of light illuminates the dark

and a sudden warmth fills my heart

"You're worth more than you could ever know"

And I realize God's love could only grow

So the enemy really has no power 

For God will only ever be stronger

So I've come to realize happiness is free

 My God and Savior hand-crafted me

I no longer bother with the Devil's bluff

There's nothing I could ever do to erase God's love