It's complicated II Kellic

6.Kissing in beds

Sorry about the wait but I hope this chapter makes up for it:)

Kellin's POV:
I don't know what I expected when waltzing into Vic's room screaming at him about him being an ass who just went and got himself a girlfriend all of sudden and threw it in my face.

Maybe I expected him to shout back at me, saying it's not my business since he doesn't even like me the way I like him. Maybe I expected him to just sit there looking bored.

For sure though, I did not expect him to kiss me! He's been saying several times to me that he isn't gay and has always been so bothered by me flirting with him and now he's the one who makes a move on me! Kissing me! What the hell..

Though I guess I shouldn't complain considering he just kissed me a second ago. Vic just kissed me! The guy I've been crushing on since I first saw him last summer just kissed me. And it sure was one hell of a kiss.

"I think we have a lot to talk about.." I tell him to which he nods. He leads me over to sit down on the bed and I feel the blush on my face increasing.

Usually he doesn't even want to sit too close to me and now we're sitting so close that our thighs are touching, the blushing on my cheeks seriously just getting worse and worse with every passing second.

"I'm sorry for always being such a dick to you." Vic is the first to break the silence between us, doing so with an apology I was not prepared for.

"It's okay. I usually didn't get that offended, right now I'm mostly just confused about you calling me gay as an insult and now kissing me. That's pretty gay you know?" I state, Vic letting out a small chuckle at my comment.

"I guess it is. Calling you gay as an insult really was an asshole move of me and really immature, pretty hypocritical as well, huh?" he ask rethorically.

"Okay, before I even try to figure out what you're feeling for me there's one thing I need to know first. What's the deal with Lynn? She spent last night here in your room, I thought that you two were a couple of some sort?"

Vic sighs at this, not so much at me I think but more at himself.

"Lynn and I are pretty much as far off from being a couple as you can get. We were best friends for about five years up until a year ago, our friendship ending only a few weeks before you and the others started hanging out here so that's why you've never seen her before." Vic is fiddling with his fingers as he's talking and I can tell he's nervous about this, not seeming like he actually wants to talk about it but more like he feels that he has to do so.

I move my hand and place it over his, making him stop nervously playing with his fingers as I lace my hand together with his. He looks at our hands, not saying anything as he at first gives our hands a look that a confused child will give to something they don't understand in the slightest before a smile so small that I barely spot it takes place on his face before he continues telling me about Lynn and his history.

"The reason we stopped being friends was because I gave up all contact with her last spring when she told me she had a girlfriend, coming out to me, all her other friends and her family and telling us she's gay. Her family was nothing but supportive but I was being an asshole. I stopped replying to her phone calls and eventually she quit trying to contact me. We only ever saw each other in school for the few weeks that were left before summer break and saying that there was an awkward tension between us would be an understatement.

She was pissed at me, obviously. And all the guys I was friends with as well, they didn't really have a nice response to her coming out. She started getting all sorts of mean comments shouted at her in school, people leaving notes in her locker giving her threats and saying really homophobic things. I never said anything to her but I also didn't say anything to the ones who bullied her. I never stood up for her which she started hating me for and that was what caused us to break up so to say."