It's complicated II Kellic

14. Cloudgazing

(Not edited so bare with me and my writing mistakes! But at least here's a chapter, yey)

Vic's POV:

Kellin had fallen asleep before me last night, just like he usually does. When I had made sure that he was deep in his sleep, I carefully untangled myself from him and went downstairs to talk to Jaime.

We didn't talk for very long, and there was definitely an awkward tension between the two of us. I did try to choke him before so the tension wasn't exactly a surprise. He apologized profoundly for the kiss but I wasn't mad at him anymore.

I had been a lot angrier with him than I had been with Kellin but I forgot about it quickly. Everything was fine between Kellin and I and I want things to be okay between the two of us and Jaime as well.

Waking up this morning, I feel so much more at peace than I thought I would be able to do yesterday. Just like every morning, I'm awake long before Kellin is so but still remain in bed with him. I know it sounds creepy that I'm watching him sleep, but he actually knows I do so when I wake up in the morning and has never complained about it. He says he thinks it's cute that I'm a little creepy for him.

It's weird to think about how less than twelve hours ago, I thought that I would end up crying myself to sleep for probably the first time in my life, yet things turned out so very differently from that. Things turned out so good, so much better.

It feels amazing being intimate with Kellin, even if we haven't taken things far enough to go the whole way yet. It isn't only the sexual aspect of us being intimate that I enjoy, it's also the fact that there is something so much more to it, some much deeper feelings.

I'm not only sexually attracted to Kellin. I'm also emotionally attracted to him in a way that I've never been to anyone before, which makes the sexual pleasure a lot more intense.

Turning my eyes away from Kellin for a moment, looking over at the clock I have standing on my nightstand table I realize that the clock is nearing nine and so it would be an appropriate time for my boyfriend to wake up as well. 

I gently start to shake him awake, not getting any reaction from him. I shake him a little harder, still not receiving any response. As I shake him by his arm for a third time, hard enough to make his whole body rock, he finally starts to stir a little in his sleep.

Thinking that he's on his way to wake up, I feel satisfied with my work and I'm just about to get up from the bed when Kellin grunts in his sleep before turning over to his right side, facing the wall and hugging the pillow close to his chest.

"Really?" I say out loud in the room to myself. "This is even worse than usual," I mumble.

"Babe? It's time to wake up!" I coo at him, though Kellin doesn't even flinch, not even as I repeat the same sentence but louder.

After spending another ten minutes trying to wake up my boyfriend in a gentle way and not succeeding with doing so, I'm starting to really lose my patience with him. I'm hungry in the morning, also meaning that I'm kind of grumpy now.

I grab hold of Kellin's ankle, dragging him off the bed, making him land on the floor with a thump, but more importantly, making him finally wake up!

"Good morning darling!" I chirp as he looks up at me, confusion in his eyes and his hair a huge mess.

"Why am I on the floor?" he asks while sitting up, rubbing his head in wonder and looking so very adorable.

"You fell off the bed," I lie quickly, not wanting to risk to start an argument about me pulling him down on the floor.