Destined to Love - KookV, Taekook

JKs Beginning

*10 years ago* JK POV

"Jungkook listen to me, we are going to be attacked...very soon...our sole purpose in life as your parents is to protect you. You understand?"

what does mama mean by attacked? I thought we were having lunch this afternoon with noona Asuna, why does mama look so sad? Where is papa?

"JUNGKOOK, are you listening to me?! You are not to leave this spot. Papa and I have requested this room be guarded by an Astral wolf...meaning not even Alpha JM could sense your presence. Noona will be here for you soon...I hope that mama and papa can be with her when she arrives."

Why is mama crying? Who are the astral wolves? I feel a pang in my chest but I don't understand... what is happening? Why do I think mama is going to leave me? I'm scared. I want to get out of here.

I felt a very cold chill go down my back as I sighed and said "mama, are you leaving me?"

With tears in her eyes, I see my mama begin to rid herself of her human clothes and slowly transform into her wolf. My mama is the prettiest wolf, so why does she cry?

She walks over to me, nuzzles her snout into the crook of my neck making me giggle.. "yah! Mama that's my tickle spot!! No fair!" Before I could even open my eyes from the laughter, her scent disappeared.

...mama left me...

It couldn't have been longer than ten minutes when I hear the shattering of glass and feel the ground beneath me shake. I'm so scared, my wolf is whimpering as am I. I just want my mama to come back...

Suddenly, I hear the most gut-wrenching sound. It was my mama's howl, pained and screeching, along with it was the sound of a much scarier growl but it wasn't my papa. In fact I had never heard that wolfs howl before.

This must be the attack, but why are we being attacked? "I DONT UNDERSTA—" I begin to scream as I feel heat spreading throughout my body and before I know I am standing on all fours.

This is the first time my wolf has transformed and all I feel is adrenaline.

I have to save mama

I know that she told me to stay put, I know that they had specifically had this room blessed for my safety..but my wolf won't allow it. I can't sit here and listen to my mama's pained howls knowing she is being attacked. Without another second to spare, I back up against the wall and dart full force at the door in front of me... not knowing my own strength as I bash down the entire wall along with me.

All of a sudden my adrenaline stops flowing... I no longer feel heat rising throughout my body but instead I feel Ice.. ice spreading across my veins.
I look down at the cause of this cold sensation realizing that I was too late...my mama... is dead.

"NOONA, PAPA, ANYONE HELP, MAMA IS DYING" I yell out, begging the moon goddess in my head to please send a blessing to my mama. She can't die.

A huge gust of wind blows through my hair when I get a whiff of a nice calm coconut... noona...i turn to see Asuna. Already in tears at the sight of my mama. She immediately reverts into her human body and puts on her cloak.

Running over to me, with her eyes opened wide at the sight of me as a wolf for the first time.

"Oh, my sweet kookie... your wolf is just like your mama" she could barely make out the words before noona began to sob.

What does this mean? Does that mean mama is really gone? Where is papa? I feel the tears going down my cheeks and they won't stop. They can't stop. The panging feelings in my heart won't go away.

I feel my wolf shying away as I return to human and I run into noonas arms, "where is papa?" I ask before my sobs begin again

"Kookie, your papa is on the hunt for the evil wolves that did this to your mama. To prevent them from coming back. Alpha JM is on his way with the Astral healer...as this wound is not something noona can mend...you are going to come with me, alright?"

Terrified of leaving my mama but knowing there is nothing that I, am 8 year old, can do to help her. So I leave with Asuna, trusting in her the way my mama has always told me to.

Noona has always been there for me, so I must trust in her and Alpha JM to help my mama. I am going to be a good pup and make mama proud when she sees me as a wolf for the first time!!

~4 months later~

Today is my ninth birthday. It is the day that I am allowed to take my first classes at a public human school. I will get to interact with members of other wolf packs and even meet some human friends, maybe. One thing is missing though... my mama.

My cheeks feel warm as I prepare myself for the tears that are trying to find their way out of my eyes whenever I hear a soft knock on my bedroom door.
"Kookie! Come and eat breakfast! Your papa came back today to wish you off for school!!" Noonas voice is so happy.

WAIT, did she say PAPA came home?! I hurry and get dressed, darting out the door without even remembering socks. Papa hasn't been back all of this time. What has he been doing? Has he missed me?

As I make my way down the stairs, I hear a gasp coming from Asuna. "What do you mean, you give up?! Your child is upstairs and has been for four months..waiting for you to come home! He has already lost his mama, he can't handle losing you!!"

I sit down at the top of the steps, not wanting my presence to be known. The voice... it doesn't sound like my papa, the fierce alpha that protected my mama and I from all things scary.

This voice sounds broken.

"Luna Asuna, Alpha JM... I cannot thank you enough for being the guardians for our boy. The moment we realized we were blessed with a True Blood Alpha as our son, we knew we could rely on our greatest friends to help him blossom into adulthood. —never did I imagine that path wouldn't include my mate & I on the journey.

I spent four months, trying to rebuild what little strength I had left to become the papa that my little pup remembers... the one that would never let anyone hurt him or his mama. But HOW can I do that when I am NOT that wolf. I failed.. I failed to protect the person who I was supposed to lay my life for.

My life has no purpose without her here and I can't bear the sight of my precious Kookie, who has all of the best parts of her. From her gorgeous raven hair to her tender heart.

There is nothing left for me on this earth, so I am trusting my pup to you. Please raise him to be a better mate than I was, so that he never has to endure the pain I have lived with for the last four months"

At that moment, I jumped up and dashed down the stairs wanting to jump into my papa's arms and tell him it wasn't his fault. But once again.... I was too late.

*2 gun shots ring out, followed by a mournful howl*

-A/N: If you are reading this I hope that you stay for what follows the prelude.

My plans are not for an entire book of sadness, so please enjoy this journey with me.

I purple you!!!