They say nothing lasts forever, But in my case...It really does. I love him, and I need to fix this before its too late. I hope I can beat the blood shed to the love.
I lay in my bed, trying to fall asleep. I would just watch videos to help but my phone died. That's when I hear the slight sound of a door slam. Anxious, I curl back on my bed. Are we being robbed?!
"HOSEOK I NEED TO TALK TO YOU" oh...it's just Yoongi, but why is he so mad sounding? He's usually a more passive-aggressive person. I put my ear against the door to listen.
"What's wrong Jagi?" Hoseok says to him.
"Look what I just had sent to me! What the fuck is this?" Yoongi says. Hmm?
"Is that? W-what?!" Hoseok says in response to what I assume is a picture.
"Yeah it is..Who the fuck does he think he is?! Does he know how this will hurt-" Yoongi tries to yell but Hoseok cuts him off. They whisper something I can't here. However, Yoongi bursts in anger.
"YOU KNOW WHAT, FUCK IT" I hear foot steps coming to my door and run to my bed. Me?! What?!
"JAGI STOP!" I hear Hoseok yell but Yoongi slams my door open. His face sending me nothing but hate.
"GET OVER HERE KID" I do as im told and he violently pulls my jacket off my shoulder, leaving the hideous unwanted-mark open for all to see. He pushes me and I stumble back, Nothing but fear in my eyes.
"SO IT WAS TRUE?! JEON JUNGFUCKINGKOOK WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU" He screams. H-how? How did he find out?! Hoseok stands in the doorway, hand clapped over his mouth.
"Jungkook..Why? Why did you- I really don't understand" Hoseok says almost in tears. What makes this worse is that I had stayed up with Hoseok one time when he was upset over something Sungwon said, they used to date before Hoseok met Yoongi.
"I-Pleas-i-" I stumble over my words and Yoongi gets in my face.
"SAVE IT FUCK BOY, YOU KNEW ABOUT HOSEOK AND SUNGWON NOT TO MENTION YOUR IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH TAEHYUNG! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?! No wait WERE YOU EVEN THINKING?" Yoongi says grabbing my shirt.
"YOU KNEW ABOUT MY MOM TOO! YOU WANT TAEHYUNG TO END UP LIKE HER? DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU?!" He says nothing but pure venom in his voice and hate in his eyes. He keeps getting angrier.
"Hyung- please listen-" I try to say but just punches me in the face. I didn't expect that neither did Hoseok apparently, looking at his wide eyed expression.
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"I don't have time to listen to bullshit...what you did...made you an asshole, Jatiswar or not.." he says throwing me into the side of the bed and leaving the room. Hoseok follows him after giving me a look of utter disappointment.
I fucked up...Sungwon must've told everyone that we were a thing..but He assaulted me!? I didn't consent to that! You know what..They aren't gonna listen anyway..I give up. What's the point?! They will just do what they can to ruin everything so fuck it. I'll just beat them to it. I grab my now charged phone. Not a single notification. Good. I wait until its silent, then write a note.
I'm so so sorry, if I had hurt you in anyway. I know you don't care, But what you think, Isn't what happened. I went out to buy food, and he had assaulted me. Forced me to kiss him then ran off. Jimin must've set me up. However that doesn't matter. You probably don't believe me and I don't blame you. I deserved every hit I got from everyone really, But especially Yoongi. Taehyung ...I'm so sorry for any stress you went through because of this. Sincerely sorry. I won't be around anymore. It's fine, you won't have anymore pain. My existence was that of a grain of rice. At least maybe, Jin and Namjoon can work things out now, Yoongi and Hoseok won't waste money or food, Taehyung will find someone less complicated and Jimin will be happy. Cheonhi..I'm sure I'll see you again...don't be mad?
well.Bye I guess.
_Jungkook
With that, I leave it on the edge of the table with the pack of candles and my ID, I don't need them anymore. I race out, hearing something fall behind me, I don't care enough to turn around.Nothing but scary thoughts go through my mind as I exit our building. I head to the place I was before I came back. The roof of that motel, the one with the couch up there. When I the top I plop down on the couch. Are you gonna do it or what? Was all that went through my mind. At some point though, I must've fallen asleep.
Hoseok POV
I wake up in the middle of the night with a nightmare. It was about Jungkook..Not wanting Sungwon but instead Sungwon taking him anyway. I wouldn't put it past him...what if that was what really happened?..then we flipped out on him like that. I get an unsettling feeling in my stomach, then I hear a knock at the door. I go and answer it.
"Hy-hyung..." It's Taehyung, Who is balling his eyes out. I pulled him into a hug.
"I know, Its okay" I say trying to calm him down.
"Is he here? I want to talk to him..." Taehyung said. I nod and point to jungkook's bedroom. I sit down at the table and put my head in my hands. I look across the table. Clean and shining nothing on it but a flower vase and flowers.
"Uh...Hyung, He's not there" Taehyung says frowning. What?
"But, He didn't leave did he?...Ugh..Im sorry Taehyung he must've left..at this point, Yoongi wouldn't want to go after him either so I don't know what to say." He looks down.
"I don't know hyung... even after seeing that...I still want him...I want his hugs and His smile and his everything really..not to mention,I had a Nightmare...That..He didn't want it..." I widen my eyes.He did too?! What if...no... stuff like that doesn't exist, a Jatiswar doesn't exist. It was a joke Cheonhi said ...right?
"Are you okay hyung?' Taehyung says confused by my face.
" well..I..had a nightmare too...the same thing" He looks down.
"So maybe it's true, maybe he didn't want to kiss Sungwon?" He looks at me with a broken, yet hopeful smile.
"That's what I was afraid of, But you know Taehyung, He's still a man, He's still human, and some men will do stupid shit" Taehyung looks down.
"I know hyung.....I just wish you were wrong" He says
