S̶A̶N̶G̶U̶I̶N̶E̶ //|Jungkook|// complete~

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Jimin POV.

          

         I wake up on the side of the road in pain.I hear them laughing as half of them get in Hoseok's car, Leaving Jin and Cheonhi alone. He didn't hit my nuts. He just made it look that way to make a joke out of me. He hit my hip and dislocated my leg. I try to move but it just hurts more.

Your pathetic just like your mother! You'll end up just like her one day! Be a man Jimin!

           I remember my father's words. Some man I became huh? Bleeding and injured in an alleyway. I know Jungkook said he can help me...But I don't want it.. I'd rather suffer than say he was right. Maybe I am jealous,so what. I have good reason. I start coughing. However...

It wasn't just blood this time

         My eyes widen as I see a stray flower petal in a pool of blood. Fuck, I'm getting worse. I keep coughing and try to move my whole body to the side,I wince at the pain in my hip. God dammit! Are you happy now Jungkook?! Are you happy that you made us even..Caused your enemy pain? So you got what you wanted..your dream come true.. Good for you. Got a taste of a life so perfect so you did what you had to do. You did what a Jatiswar needed. Not caring who you crush.Not caring about how you affected MY life. I may have started this fight..and I might have done wrong..but I had reasons. You just came out of nowhere, and decided that you needed to stop me from being happy,then played the victim when I fought back. Taehyung was happy near me but I hate that he's happier with you. I cough more, and More petals falling from my mouth. I feel someone shaking me.

"Oh my god! Jin!" Cheonhi yells, I push her away, wiping the blood from my mouth. She looks at me scared. I try to crawl away but Jin runs up stopping me.

"Jimin- " He looks down at the flower petals, then back at me, with a look of deep concern.

       I look down at the ground. Great now everyone will know. Know how weak and pathetic I am. I don't need pity, Not from my mom, dad, and certainly not Jungkook and his friends. I just want him to love me...To hold me like he did when my mom died..to tell me i'll be okay even if I did everything wrong. Jin rubs my back. I didn't even notice that I was crying. Cheonhi and Him carefully try to flip me over, realizing the pain in my leg.

"Damn..They dislocated it...that's a bit much, I thought they were only gonna scare you" He shakes his head in disapproval.

"Jimin,I know we never particularly got along, But please, Let me help you I'm a doctor," Jin says. I fucking stop him now can I ? It's not like I can run away.

"Yeah..Whatever" I say with a low voice. I lost. I'll end up like my mom and there is nothing I can do about it so why fight anymore...

       They pick me up, Careful of my leg and lay me in the back of his pickup. Cheonhi sits next to me to make sure i'm fine. I watch the stars as we drive. I wish I could be up there, Shining along with my mom and grandma. I wish I could live in the stars because at least up there, this pain in my chest won't happen. There's no one up there to devote myself to.Therefore I won't feel the pain. We pull up to Jin's home clinic and the help me into a wheelchair. Which was still painful because it's in my hip but I don't complain. They get me on a table and I just breath. Or try to as I start coughing again.

"Jimin..can you explain?" Jin say picking up one of the petals with a rubber glove on.

"...One sided Love" I say and he nods. Does he really understand?

"That's what cheonhi thought... She knows more about this magic-like stuff than I do, Being a Jatiswar" She's one too? Are they related or something?.

"Yes we are Jimin, he is technically my son" She says. What? Did she read m mi-? Goddammit. She laughs.

"Annnnyway, I know how to save you from your mother's fate Jimin" I wince at his words. Your mother's fate. Fuck fate.

" and how do you suppose you do that?" I say. He takes a deep breath.

"We remove the flowers" He says smiling.

    You can do that?...I ....Could I actually live a normal life?....Could I be happy again?..But there's got to be a catch...What did Jungkook tell him.

"What happens after that?" I say almost scared to know the answer, he frowns.

"You lose feelings for Taehyung, And heal" Cheonhi says. Lose feelings. So I won't love him anymore.

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Do It Jimin..Its your last chance to even have a friendship with them...

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"I.....I'll do it..But" Their eyes widen. Did they expect a different answer?

"I want to tell him how I felt before I stop." I say. Jin pulls out is phone, and calls Taehyung.

"Tae, Look, I need you to do something for me, You'd quite literally be saving a life." He waits for a response.

"I need you to just listen, with an open mind, No hate or judgement blocking it, To what Jimin will say...it's his last wish before I perform surgery on him" He says. I get surprised when he hands me the phone smiling.

"T-Taehyung..." I say scared.

"Yes...Hyung?" He sounds more sad than mad.

"I..I know you probably hate me..And I deserve it..truly I did everything wrong out of spite and I'm..so...so sorry, To Jungkook, Yoongi, Hoseok, Jin, Cheonhi..but mostly you.. You see,...The thing my mom died from...I -....I have it too.. Taehyung I .." I say tearing up.

"Go on Hyung" He says calmly...I'll miss that feeling of his relaxing voice.

"I love you Kim Taehyung...More than anything in this world...But you don't love me back, that caused me to start coughing like my Mom...But I'll be alright, Not that you'd care, and I don't want you to, But Jin is going to help me..But I will never feel the same towards you again...so I wanted to confess before it was gone...I-...I'm sorry." I wait for a response as tears run down my face, Cheonhi pats my back.

"I forgive you hyung..it's okay.." My heart relaxes at the relief of his response.

"I guess this it..Goodbye my love, I'll meet you again but next time, I want us all to be friends..." I say and he agrees, We hang up and I look down.

"You did good Jimin, You apologized sincerely and got out what you needed..I'm proud of you" Jin says to me putting a hand on my shoulder.

"Are you ready?" He asks and I nod.

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Goodbye Tae Tae...

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