Phoenix pov:
*after the show, falling in reverse's tour bus*
"So phee you wanted to talk to me and your mom?" I heard max- erm I mean dad say and I just nodded "what about hunny?" my mum asked being all caring and worried. oh yay she was doing the "you can tell me anything face" I already felt bad enough for even thinking about this but I guess I had to voice the opinion "mum don't take any offence to this but, I think I'd like to live with dad for a bit, if it's ok with him?" mum looked shocked and I could tell what she was thinking, and I instantly knew I was right when she voiced the opinion "what the fuck brought this on?" she said calmly, my mum swears casually all the time so it doesn't mean that she's upset she's just swearing for the sake of swearing. "It's not your fault mum, I just feel as if I need a new start, I mean you know what goes on at school, and the only two reasons I have to stay are you and ginge, I just think I should go mum." I said trying not to cry at the end of it.. "Well if your dads ok with it then I'm cool, as long as you come and visit."mum said and I just nodded and then there was a thought "bugsy not telling ginge!" mum yelled before I could.. "well fuck claire, what's going to be so bad about telling him?" dad asked and I just looked at him "he's like my best friend, we do everything together and telling him would kill him.." I said trying not to panic "why don't I tell him?" dad said and I shrugged "fine by me. wait does this mean your okay with it?" I asked and he nodded "you'll see why we don't want to tell him an a minuet Ronnie's headed this way with him max." my mum said and I could se her brain whirring as she waited for rueben to come in. lets just hope the reaction isn't so bad, he doesn't take change very well.. about ten minuets later dad had just finished explaining and rueben looked shocked. but then the worst came he started to process it all and boom! "What the hell! phoenix there's no fucking chance that can leave me! no please don't leave me!" he started sobbing after the outburst and I went to hug him "we can FaceTime everyday and I'll come and visit you as much as I can. and don't forget the weddings in a month I'll be back the day before that for mum." rueben just nodded, he stopped crying and looked emotionless "well I guess we need to get your shit then." mum said smiling slightly, it was kind of unnerving actually.. Dad seemed kind of dazed by the wedding thing, but oh well he'll have to deal with that one. "well where abouts are you living now?" Dad asked and mum gave him our address "well we have a day off tomorrow so if I talk to the guys they should be ok with taking the bus down there so we don't have to fuck around with taking cars and stuff." mum nodded and dad went to, what I'm assuming, was there bunk room I will still kind of in awe at the fact that I am in falling in reverse's tour bus! I've seen it on interviews, read about the bands tour life in Kerrang! magazine but never did I think I'd be living their tour life with them! "Phoenix?" I heard a British meets american voice say "yup?" I said turning around to see jacky "is rueben going to be ok with out you? I mean do you honestly think that he'll be fine?" I just nodded biting my tongue because I knew I'd cry if I didn't.. "phoeniiixxxxxx!" I heard Tj yell and I smiled slightly turning away from jacky to see Tj running through the open bus door "max said your coming with us!" he yelled excitedly and I nodded "weeellll, you've spoken to most of the guys over here now so how about you, maybe come and ride with us? just till we get to your house, we're bringing both buses." he added blushing slightly.. Tj is the youngest out of all of the guys on the tour he's only nineteen so there's barely an age gap, maybe that's why dad was so worried?
Rueben's pov:
How could she leave me?! just like that ten years of my life spent with her, well that's my whole life! and she's gone?! I wouldn't mind so much if she wasn't going to be moving to the other side of the world.. "rueben are you going to stay on the bus or come in the car?" I shrugged and then settled on the car "I'm coming with you." I said fairly emotionlessly and she just nodded, dad walked over and hugged me "I'll see you when we get there okay little man?" I nodded and walked to the back seat of my mums car. I pulled my iPod out and slid across the seats after it was unlocked. I scrolled through my songs after slotting my ear phones in place trying to decide on something that wouldn't make me think of today after I decided on bring me the horizon I lay back against the window, tucking my feet beside me and fell asleep.
Listening to flicker fade by I can't remember you should google it.
