Phoenix's Pov:
Fuck fuck fuck. I thought as I searched for my front door key "Phoenix is that you?" Brent asked and I signed "open the fucking door." I asked him and he sighed, I mentally saw him roll his eyes before opening it. "where the fuck have you been?" He asked and hugged me "your dad was so worried!" Brent told me and I glared at him "I went to see Robert..." I told him and dad walked into the hall "what the actual fuck would you do that for?!" Brent asked and dad looked at the two of us "what has she done what for? You didn't get arrested again did you?" I slipped off my shoes and shook my head "one time dad one time! And no I didn't." I dropped my bag onto the floor and went to get a monster from the fridge "can you please sort out your girlfriend? She's pmsing again." I laughed as Aaron said this and nodded, I walked up the cream coloured stairs to my recently painted black door. I opened it to found Tj lying on the bed glaring at the ceiling "oh so your finally back?" He snapped and I rolled my eyes "yeah and don't worry there's icecream in the freezer, and if you need me to I can pick you up more tampons. I know how you get." I heard Devin laugh from somewhere in the room "damn ghost can be invisible now?" I mumbled and walked over to my closet "what's up fucktard?" I asked him as I sat in the closet with him "kailey." he said and I hugged him "it's gunna be okay Dev." I reassured him and Tj added "She's a bitch anyways." And I agreed, standing up and leaving Devin in the closet knowing he'd like to be alone. I lied down on the bed next to Tj and waited for Tj to say something "I'm sorry Phoenix. I shouldn't of jumped to conclusions and yelled at you." I crossed my ankles "your damn right you shouldn't of yelled at me! But I should've told you that I was going to see Robert.." Tj nodded and pulled me into a kiss "ew guys get a room." Devin said and I smirked into the kiss "your in it dipshit." Tj mumbled and Devin stood up walking out of my closet and then out of the room. We eventually pulled apart and just lay curled up together "love you nix." Tj said in a stupid voice "love you to teej." I said and sat giggling at him "phoenix get changeddddd." Tj said and he jumped up putting on a clean shirt "why?" I moaned and he threw a shirt at me "cause we're going out! That's why." I glared at him "but baby I want to sleep." I whined and Devin appeared in the doorway "shush, don't question him just do it!" Devin told me and I glared at them before picking up the shirt and walking into the bathroom. I pulled the shirt on leaving my black skinny jeans on. I walked back into my room to see Tj stood waiting for me "where are we going?" I asked and he smirked "don't you worry!!" He said and dragged me to the car "please tell me where we're going!" I whined and he shook his head, putting a fairly large bag into the trunk. we continued driving for about half an hour before Tj stopped outside of an unfamiliar building, I read the sign finding out that it was Kentucky airport "Tj where are we going from here?" I questioned and he just continued to park the car. I glared at him "Tj fucking tell me where we're going!" I snapped and he rolled his eyes "patience phoenix. patience." My phone vibrated and I checked it hoping it would give me some clue as to what is going on.
Dad- I'm completely in on all of this, stay safe use a condom! Love you.xx
It didn't give away anything..
We sat on the plane as it took off and waited for the seatbelt sign to disappear, when it eventually dinged off Tj unclipped both of our seat-belts and lifted up the arm rest, pulling me onto his lap I smiled slightly as I saw how excited he was. by this time I was sat on his lap and I turned to face him "hey." I said and he tried not to laugh "hey." he said back and I giggled leaning in and kissing him. "I've missed you." he whispered as we pulled away and I let my confusion spread across my face "what do you mean? We've been together pretty much the entire time we've been over here." I asked and he wrapped his arms around my waist allowing me to lay my head on his shoulder "I know, you've just been acting odd recently, but I can't blame you I mean your parents just broke up and you've moved to an entire new state, but just then you were like your normal self, just laughing and enjoying just being us..." he trailed off and I wrapped my arms around his neck like a child. Tj reminding me about everything that had happened over the last two weeks just made it all seem real, like I'd been pulled out of my dreamlike state and abruptly been thrown in the ocean. "hey, hey, baby it's fine.." he said soothingly holding me closely and allowing me to sob my heart out on his shoulder, in the middle of a crowded airplane..
When we finally landed I looked out and saw the familiar surroundings of gatwick airport "oh my god Tj what the fuck are we doing here?!" I asked excitedly and he again refused to tell me anything, not even when we sat in the back of a taxi "teej please tell mee." I whined and he shook his head "id love to tell you baby but I can't." the driver smiled "ah, I remember when me and my wife were like that.." he sighed wistfully at the memory "and then we had our kid and fucking hell did it all change.." I chuckled and Tj smiled "how long have you and your wife been together for sir?" Tj asked the driver politely and the driver thought for a moment "we're having our 35th anniversary in a few years." he said sounding slightly shocked that the time had passed this quickly "I really hope we end up like that phoenix." and the driver smiled "you two sound very happy together, I hope you end up like me and my wife to. you both seem like good kids! Just don't knock her up to soon or she'll switch on ya!" Tj and I both burst out laughing and the driver stopped at the edge of the road "ten fifty please." The driver said and Tj handed him twenty "keep the change, consider it payment for our laughter." he said and the driver smiled "you two kids be safe now." he said and drove away after Tj got the bag out of the back. "Tj where are we?" I asked as he pulled me into a familiar building "wait! Just wait right there!" He said excitedly and he ran off to fuck knows where. when he eventually came back i chewed my lip in anticipation "you can turn around now." he said and I did, seeing Tj knelt on one knee "phoenix exactly seven months ago today I met you, in the very spot you took my breath away with your laugh, your smile heating my frozen heart, and with one word all of my emotional walls came tumbling down and I let myself fall for you and here we are seven months later and I know your the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, I don't care what I happens I love you, I love you with all of my heart, Phoenix Claire Green will you marry me?" I stood still shaking slightly and contemplating what to say, the entire time one word was racing through my mind "yes." I whispered and Tj slipped the ring onto my finger as a flash went off "Rian fucking Dawson you see a crazy stalker!" Tj said jokingly and I turned to see none other than Rian Dawson of all time low with his camera around his neck "shush pretend I'm not here!" I turned back to face Tj and he pulled me into a passionate kiss "I love you Thomas." I mumbled into the kiss "I love you to Phoenix." he mumbled back and I saw rains camera flash a few times more. we pulled apart and Tj picked up the bag and threw it onto his shoulder "tell the guys I'll see them soon ri." I told him and held onto Tj's hand turning to walk out of the doors "have fun guys!" Rian said and his camera flashed one last time getting the back of Tj and I while we were holding hands "I want copies of those photos Dawson!" Tj yelled and I smiled "I'll email you them as soon as there on my laptop." Rian replied and we walked a few roads down to a hotel, a hotel where I would spend the best night of my life with the only guy I truly love..
Listening to the morticians daughter by black veil brides.
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS!! I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCH THANK YOU FOR READING THIS!!
On the 11th of October I started writing this and now it's the 25th of December and I'm no where fucking near done with this!! I love all of you mother fuckers that give enough of a shit to read this piece of crap and maybe even believe it's not shit. once again I love you all I'll see you next time i update love you all!
