Phoenix's pov:
I woke up with someone's arms wrapped around my waist, I recognised the tattoos and remembered what happened yesterday. I chewed my lip choking back tears, I turned over and wrapped my arms around Tj's waist burying my head in his bare chest. I managed to withhold the tears and I felt Tj begin to wake up "you okay nixy?" Tj whispered and I shrugged "I guess." I whispered back, I held on to him tighter felt him comb through my hair with his fingers "you'll be okay baby, we all understand what happened, you don't need to explain yourself to any of us." I nodded and tried to go back to sleep, failing miserable I checked the time on my phone "okay I'm going to get up now." I said out loud "ok, what time is it?" Tj asked "half ten." I told him as I let go of him. I sat up and swung my legs over the edge of the bed "showering." I told Tj as I saw his confused face, he nodded and I walked into the bathroom, the bloody wash cloth was still in the sink and I quickly threw it into the bin, I switched on my Bluetooth speaker and blasted Mayday Parade. I climbed into the shower singing along "I need sometime just deliver the things that I need for now.." I trailed off and waited for the song to change washing my hair. it finally changed and began playing all time low dear maria. I mentally sighed at the happiness of the song "I've got your picture I'm coming with you dear Maria count me in!" I heard laughing and recognised it as Alex's wow, Chris and Alex in just a week! I heard a laugh I'd only heard in interviews and decided I'd been in the shower long enough, I was glad I'd taken clean underwear and stuff in with me and pulled on today's clothes. "phoenix hurry up!" Tj yelled and I walked out of the bathroom and saw Tj in nothing but his boxers sat on my unmade bed next to Alex and none other than Jack Barakat himself! I attempted not to fangirl and noticed that I was still wearing the white plaster type thing on my wrist "hey Alex." I said waving and he waved back "phoenix this is j-" I cut him off "I know he's Jack Barakat, did you forget just how much I love you guys?!" I said failing to hide my excitement, Tj smiled at me making my smile widen "so are my favourite couple back together yet?!" Alex questioned as he looked at Tj and then back at me, I shrugged "well he hasn't asked yet so.." I trailed off and Tj blushed "well I was planning on making it better than just asking you so I guess you'll have to wait!" He stuck his tongue out at me and I rolled my eyes "the longer I wait the less of a chance it will be a yes." I teased and he folded his arms "NUH UH. you love me too much to say no!" I glared at him "i never said I loved you! I just can't hide it anymore! I love..." I looked away dramatically and then said in a pained voice "Alex!" I began laughing uncontrollably and Tj gave me a funny look as Jack and Alex joined in. dad walked in his hair messy and only in boxers, his eyes were clouded with sleep and he was honestly really shocked to see me laughing on the ground next to Alex and Jack who were clinging onto each other as they giggled "shut the fuck up guys it's like 11 am! Let me sleep!" I rolled my eyes "dad we all know how Robert kept you up last night!" I said in my 'duh' tone he rolled his eyes and proceeded to leave the room "your all so childish." he told us closing the door behind us "we just came to check on you nix, make sure you were okay, I haven't heard from you since I saw you!" Alex told me and I nodded "well I'm find ally!" He looked down at my wrist, the dressing with small spots of red that must have seeped through in the night "nothing to worry about Alex. Tj's keeping an eye on me, promise." Alex nodded and hugged me "well we'll be seeing you soon, kay?" He said and I nodded, Jack hugged me and they both left. "so now their gone what do you wanna do?" Tj asked me and I shrugged "to be honest I want to put my pyjamas back on and get back in bed." Tj nodded and stood up "I need to go and get something quickly though, I'll be back in an hour." he told me pulling on his jeans and then his shirt, I nodded taking my shirt off putting on my pyjama shirt, I pulled my leggings off and put my shorts back on and waited for Tj to be ready "ill be back as soon as I can, don't do anything stupid, I love you." he hugged me tightly, as if I was a mirage and I'd disappear as quickly as I seemed to come back "bye teej." he walked out of the door closing it behind me and I climbed into bed, it was weird having Tj with me again last night, but I could get used to it happening more often. I'd missed him so much, I'd just convinced myself that I hated him for the time that we were apart.. i pulled the duvet around me and curled up into a ball, not expecting to fall asleep but eventually I did..
I woke up to a small soft weight being placed on my chest I opened my eyes to star right into a pair of green car eyes, literally, there was a cat sat on me! I lifted my arms up to move it so I could sit upright "do you like him?" Tj asked as I took in the Orange fur and green eyes, he looked exactly like the cat from the cartoon film Oliver "he's adorable! Who's is he?" I asked and Tj smiled "he's yours." I looked down at the s ginger cat and then it hit me "Tj you bought me a kitten?!" I asked excitedly, he nodded "look and see what his name is!" I looked at the small silver disc on the black collar 'alan green' was engraved and there was my phone number and my address on it to, I felt a second disc and moved the first aside 'will you be my girlfriend, again?' Were the words engraved onto it. I set the cat down next to me and climbed out of the bed "of course I will Tj!" I told him and he pulled me in for a kiss that lead to a lot more...
Listening to fuck all because it's 4:40 here! Go not being able to sleep XD!
This is dedicated to BloodieGirl for her constant support and comments that make my day, love you len ❤️
See ya pple! And remember the grass is always greener on the other side XD
