Sterek☼{One-shots}

The top of the mountain

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POV OF STILES :

I was stuck. Stuck inside my own head. Stuck
between reality and a vague imagine of what I wanted reality to be. There was nothing to hold on to , whenever I would reach ,my hand would return empty. I could be at the top of the mountain , screaming " success !", seeing all the beautiful views. And then seconds later I would be back at the bottom ... silent ,distant, with the best view of some grass, and no one around. My head is in a bus. A bus coming back from school. Full of teenagers shouting,  it's so loud , but I felt like I was the only one there. It became quiet , despite the  full bus. I couldn't hear anything. Seeing people on a hot summer evening .. seeing them, ready to have the best summer while  I'm sat here thinking how the world has lost its touch, the world isn't as beautiful as it was .. despite the colours and the green around me , it still seems to be grey circling me, like it's stuck,  stuck in my head. I was the only one that could control if of course, but something changed.

If you haven't noticed I have been talking in the past. Those things already happened, and right this moment ? I feel like there is a guardian angel watching over me. Or.. maybe those don't exist. I have no idea to be honest, but there has been someone or something there..pulling me to that mountain at last. It's so bizarre. It's like someone has finally understood me ... and gave me a way how to control my brain. I finally felt like I wasn't alone at once. But i couldn't sleep properly. I couldn't rest without knowing what is the reason for this.... who the hell was it ? I still felt alone. I had to find out who it was no matter what it took. I decided to search on my own. People that are new that haven't been here before... so I searched and searched , I first looked into the female side... all the girls seemed to be in their own shallow heads... and all the guys , well ... they never seem to even take one glance at me in the " I'd date you way" or in other words the romantic way.

The following day I woke up and  felt amazing, so different, like something finally hit me . I just assumed it was a good day , but as soon as I raised by body up from my bed my headspace shifted towards the guardian angel of some sort.  I was religious, but not that religious enough to believe I  was the chosen one. Maybe it really was just my body and mental health just finally saying " I've had enough" , but what are the chances in that even happening ? It was Saturday, and i decided to go to the book store to buy a new book since I read all of my  owner books , plus re reading them about 3 times. Today i didn't try my best in clothing. It was an oversized hoodie , messy hair and some sweats. I looked like I just woke up , when really   It was already 4pm. I  soon arrived at the bookstore , i  felt too awkward to ask the worker for assistance in finding his book, so instead i searched for hours. The book store was almost closing. I  kept searching and every so often i got distracted. The man on the cash  was strange looking, but strange looking in the good  way. It was hard to put a word on it, his teeth were white but he also looked like someone who could break your heart. I saw him here often , i always turn out nervous next to him, but today there was something about him that made me more aroused by him, more vulnerable  like an aura. Was he doing this ? Was i  simply just developing a crush? While I  was thinking , i didn't realise I  was starting deeply into a book , not blinking , i didn't even realise the boy i was thinking about was standing right next to me.

" stiles ?"
My gaze in the book dropped and I jumped to the sound of my name coming out of someone's lips. I dropped the book and rubbed my eyes rapidly and looked to see who it was, and it was him. Big muscly scary wolf guy.
The mysterious guy  smirked to the dork actions I was performing carelessly, opening his mouth to say something , but I immediately stopped him when I figured out what he said.

"STILES? DID YOU JUST SAY MY NAME"
The guy was taken aback from the loudness of stiles voice, he raised his eyes and was about to speak again before he was stopped again by Stiles. 
" okay dude this is so trippy. Why do you make me feel so weird ? Are you the angel? If you are Then aren't angels supposed to be straight ? And were you put on this earth just for me?"

Without even breathing or reacting to what i said he let out a " Derek"
" what..?"
" my name, it's Derek." He took a lighter and lit a cigarette , looking up At me, his eyes practically starring into my soul. I bet that's how he did his voodoo crap inside my head.
I was silent , like i was expecting a reply, which I was indeed. He didn't even bother answering me.
" well you're not much of a speaker huh pal ?.. and aren't you supposed to , like not smoke inside building ?"
Derek put a finger up , signifying   me to shut my  mouth.
I frowned and gave a dirty look , Confused to what he was doing.
He closed his eyes and let out smoke , throwing his cigarette on the floor and finally looking up at me after a couple of seconds. He cleared his though and began talking.
" to answer your question , well simply yes , I am your guardian angel. And who said anything about me being an ACTUAL angel ? It could be a metaphor ? Or maybe I just have superpowers ? But if I was, who said angels can't be gay ?  and no , you're not so special to be the only reason why my mother carried me for 9 months."
I was shocked to hear what I was hearing. I mean what do I actually reply to this shit ? He was so amazing , and so smart.. and i was getting into dept my thoughts again.
" okay.. got it. So you are the reason why my life has been better ?"
" you could say so ... I'm gonna be honest with you ... I found you appealing. I looked into your head and saw you were damaged. I fixed it , and now all I really want to ask you is .. if you'd go on a date with me , you know ,to get to know each other ? " he put his hands in his pockets and moved his legs around , signifying this indestructible man was finally nervous...

I  went bright red. But i didn't hide it, i wanted to be myself.  I took one step forwards and looked up at him slightly , and replied.. " ARE YOU JOKING I WOULD LOVE TO !!!!?"
Derek smiles wildly and wrapped his arms around me , giving me a big hug. While we were hugging , Derek leaned into my ear , licked his lips and let out a soft voice. " you are the most prodigious yet attractive person in this whole world that I have ever lay my  eyes on." 
I felt like crying , but I wasn't about to make this into a movie scene. I pushed him away and walked with him out the door to close the library , " okay , loser no need to get deep "
Derek frowned and hit me  for fun. " aren't you forgetting your book ? Or did you come here to look at my fancy face?"
" you wish ... "
" since I read minds , I found the book you wanted. I'll give it you tomorrow."
I chuckled and went bright red again. " sounds like a plan big guy...."

Woah. sup guys  ,I really took my time on this huh? I have the most  basic explanation.  I just had no energy and motivation to be honest. And that's  is so hard to gain something like that , I started writing this and then I got unmotivated for a Few weeks   LIKE WTF thats ages im SO SORRY but guess what ????? it's finally up YAY??? Um anyways summer holidays are soon and I feel more motivated now and I'll be more and more original within my writing, thanks for all the reads

There's also something i want you to know. My style is more romance over smut, I think you all have noticed but I'll write smut every so often , but don't expect it to be often :) ANYWAY good to be bAck andTYSM FOR THE REAds😨😨😨😨