Familiar Stranger

Painfully Speaking

Alena - Italics

⭐Alena's pov⭐

Damn he looks just as adorable as before. Thats probably not the word I should use but man I think my eyes are going to fall out.

His hair looks so soft, I could just reach out and pass my fingers through it. Though its styled differently than before . It looks even better.

Wait.......how the-HOW THE FREAKING HELL DID HE GET SO FREAKING TALL. Not freaking fair. He was suppose to be my height. I'm jealous.

Darnit I can't believe it's him. After so much years.......

Except the Alex I knew was care free and so full of.....life.

If only I could see that big bright smile again. But there's a chance I might never see it again.

No Alena. You missy are forbbiden from thinking that way.

Think happy thoughts. Think happy thoughts. Stabbing people. Killing them. Throwing them off of cliffs.

I exhale. That feels nice......

I slowly walked up to him. My anxiety sky rocketing when reality hit me like a punch to the stomach.

Tears threaten to fall when I see reach him.

He looks so.......pale. So unlike him.

I shakily reached up to his face, hesitating before brushing away a stray hair. I ran my fingers down the side of his face feeling his cold skin. The monitor sped up slightly at the contact which I didnt even realize was there.

I pulled back and quietly took a seat thinking maybe I should say something but what? Hi I'm sorry you got into an accident?  Or hi sorry I'm late I got held  up in some imaginary sidewalk traffic in the middle of the night.

I signed.

"Hey-y"

I clear my throat not realizing how shakey my voice really is.

"Hey.....Stranger. How are you feeling? Wait that's a really stupid question sorry. Doc. said  that you can't hear me. Normally I would have thought that when people are in a-in a coma they'll still be able to hear you. That's sad. I mean there's so much things I wish I could tell you and so little time to do so."

".........."

"I've missed you so much Alex. I've already let you go once I'm not gonna do it a second time."

"I wish I could tell you how I feel. How my heart beat faster when hear your voice. How I feel tingles whenever I think about you. How your the only thing on my mind twenty four seven. I can't begin to tell you how happy I am that you hopefully feel the same way. But there's  only one problem.......you need to be there. I want you there. I NEED.....you there."

I signed grabbing hold of his hand and resting my head on the bed next to him.

Thoughts of our time together played through my head bringing that familiar feeling of longing and emptiness with it.

Gradually my eyes began to feel heavy and before I know it I was fast asleep.

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Hi guys. How you doing? I'm bored so yeah. I have no clue why I said that. Lol.

Welp until next time.

💝Ultimate_Alien