Forbidden Love (Ian Somerhalder Fan-Fiction)

Always Two Sides To A Story.....

The phase “it’s not you, it’s me” It really should be, 'it's not you, it's me not loving you anymore... Or me wanting to sneak off without you making a scene about the real reason. Because that is really the gist of it. They may still like you and respect you a lot, but for whatever reason, they don't love you enough anymore to want to be with you. Whether the reason is they met someone else, or they're bored with you, or they've decided you're not the one for them… or who knows....

Sometimes, when people decide to leave you for good, you have to let them. No matter how much you don't want them to. There are some things that are far beyond our control. Even if you have the strength to fight for them, you have to accept the cold harsh truth - the people that you can't live without, can live without you

Sophia P.O.V

I was impressed that my negotiations method worked that I would have Loredana working along with me. Plus I know she will be ecstatic and will attempt to hit on most of the cast if this series picks up a prime time slot. From what I saw that Michael and Julie showed me it was a pretty hot cast. That alone and the plot they have planned for this it will be a total hit. I wanted to leave and go and celebrate with Loredana. You know party it up before getting all serious with work. That was a short lived moment when Julie wanted to show me around. When she said that I had this gut retching feeling in my stomach that I would see that ass. I should I listen to my gut because after being introduce to all these amazing people that I’m going to be working alongside with. Then I was in the most awkward moment in my life coming face to face with Ian. After 13 years of avoiding and flicking the channels when his on TV there he was. Not alone may I add. With Nina his girlfriend of three years. Apparently there in a very loving relationship from what I’ve been told.

I tried so hard to keep my composure but I couldn’t. As I looked at the face of the guy I once knew everything came flooding back. Everything single thing I went through and even till this day I hadn’t got over it. Then there was Ian who had this perfect life. Stardom reaching all of his goals having women hanging off his arm. He carried on with his life like I meant nothing and that hurt. So I had to say my piece I needed for Nina to know what a wonderful man she dedicated her life to. As soon as it all came out I soon regretted it all. Ian stood there looking horrified along with Nina. I didn’t want to upset Nina but I wanted to say my piece to Ian to remind him of what he did. How he left me there dying in the bed and never to be seen again. No explanation no nothing.

I walked away and I wanted to die because the way I reacted wasn’t like me. That what Ian did to me even as kids I would not think rationally. It was like when I used to look into those blue eyes of his I was under some hypnotic spell to speak my mind. I hated that he had that effect on me even till this day after 13 years of resentment he still had it. I didn’t even wait around for Julie and Michael to come back. I sent Michael a message telling him I had an appointment I forgot about. It was a lame excuse and I’m pretty sure my outburst will be all over the set right now. It wouldn’t surprise me if I don’t even get the job now because of all that. Just wonderful!

I made my way out of the building as I felt like I was hyperventilating after everything began to settle in my mind. How stupid of me to make that scene this was exactly what I didn’t want to happen. It my own fault I was the one who lost it after Nina asking if we knew each other. As I walked to the car I could see a very excited Loredana smiling widely. How was I going to explain all this to her?

“Did you get it?” She asked with excitement in her voice “Don’t keep me in suspense Sophia. Did you or didn’t you?” Loredana was more excited about this than I was because deep down I knew something like this would happen. It was evitable that I would have seen Ian at some point.