Silent Fangs

Chapter 19: Choices

STILES' POV

I waited for my dad to reply, if he didn't want to get turned then he'll die and I'm not ready for him to die.

"I'm sorry, but I don't want to be turned. I wouldn't be able to cope," he sadly explained.

"Dad, you're gonna die if you don't do this! I don't want you to die!" I shouted,

"Stiles you will be fine without me you are strong and you have Scott and Isabel. I'm proud of you son," he smiled as I looked him in the eyes. His eyes began to close. I could hear his heartbeat slowing down. Then his heart came to a stop and the machine started beeping, nurses and doctors then ran into the room. I stepped back and watched in shock, I knew that there was nothing I could do now. Tears were pouring out of my face, I ran out of the room and into the hallway. I continued to run out of the building, I just had to get out of there. I kept running and running until I realised I was in the reserve. I stopped and out of anger I punched a tree. Anger was building up inside me, I looked at the tree and saw that there was a huge dent in it. I screamed out of anger and I started to shift. My bones began to ache and change, I fell to the floor. I began to growl. I was losing control again. After a few minutes I blacked out.

*The Next Day*

I woke up with a start, I was breathing quickly and frantically looking around. I was in a cave like place, it was morning. After a few minutes, I calmed down. I was so cold, then I realised that I was naked. I didn't have my phone on me so I couldn't call anyone. I quickly vamp ran to my Dad's house. The back door was locked so I used my strength to break it open. Then I quickly went up stairs and got dressed. When I walked down stairs I felt a horrible feeling when I looked at the pictures of me and my Mum and Dad hanging up on the wall. I felt empty, I had no parents anymore. Things are going to be different with my Dad gone and I don't think I can cope with it yet. I quickly walked up stairs and got my old phone that I had left on my desk. Then I dialed Stefan Salvotores number.

"Hello, Stiles why are you calling me?" Stefan asked as he answered the phone.

"I just want to ask you a few questions about turning your humanity off. What happens exactly if I turn my humanity off?" I questioned.

"You won't feel anything, you will do irrational things and make bad decisions and you will turn into a cold blooded killer and hurt the ones you love," Stefan explained.

"What if I'm far away from my friends like in a different country? Will I hurt them then?" I curiously asked him.

"You won't hurt them as long as you keep your distance. Why do you want to know anyway Stiles? What's going on?" Stefan sternly asked.

"I want to know because I'm going to turn my humanity off." I shouted.

"Stiles you don't understand turning your humanity off is the worst thing you can do," Stefan furiously explained.

"Stiles..." Stefan started to say but I hung up the phone then threw it onto the floor in anger. The phone broke into little pieces all over the floor. The pain of my Dad being gone was consuming me and I just wanted it to be gone, but before I turned off my humanity I needed to say goodbye to Scott and Isabel.

I walked upstairs and back into my old bedroom, then I got two pieces of paper and a pen. I couldn't say goodbye in person to them, I knew they would trick me into staying or I feel even worse than I already do. So I wrote them letters saying that I was leaving and turing my humanity off. I have no idea where I'm going to go but I know it has to be far away from Beacon Hills and Central City. Once I wrote the letters I vamp ran to Scott's apartment and I slipped them under the door. Then I vamp ran out of there before they could see me. I felt horrible but I knew leaving was best I couldn't risk them getting hurt by me. So I went back to my Dad's place and packed a few things then I got some money for a plane ticket. Then I called an uber to take me to the airport. When I arrived at the airport I got out of the uber then I grabbed my suitcase out of the boot. I then walked into the airport carrying my suitcase. I walked up to the front desk and waited in the line.