2 hefty men with beards pull up in an ambulance. i could barely see anyones face. i was dizzy and disgusted by myself. why didnt it work? why am i a coward? i want my mom and my dad. i want to be dead. the emt put me on the strecher, looked me in the eyes and waved. i was knocked out.
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everything is a white blur.
the ceilings white.
the wall's white.
the grounds white.
the doors white.
the bed's white.
the door opens and a male doctor walks in and says
"Just when I expected him to wake up! Hello there Elijah, I'm Dr. DeZeil. The Jordan family is waiting for you in the waiting room."
"To visit me?" I question.
"No. To leave. You've been here for 2 1/2 weeks. We've had you on lots of morphine due to lots of pain. you might not remember a lot, if anything. Here, I'll help you up."
Dr. DeZeil seemed to be a happy & calm man. He had grey hair, wire frame glasses, and a big smile. he was about 6'3" and looked like an average doctor. when he helped me up he had a strong pull.
I looked down and noticed I was wearing new clothes. A purple t shirt with Zyles scribbler across the chest, black sweat pants and orange nike elite socks. i didnt question about why i had no shoes on. Dr. DeZeil and i chatted until we got to the waiting room.
i saw a girl that looked like fleur in the waiting room
she had short black hair and pale skin. she had fleur's face. this look a likes body was extremly thin and her clothes looked old and tattered.
"Elijah!" called the girl.
Or Fleur.
The girl was fleur.
She ran up to me and started crying. I didnt know what to say or do.
this isnt the Fleur Jordan ive known ever since i was 5 years old.
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Lana is My Mother
Fanfiction【 i saw my mothers hauntingly beautiful soul in her. 】elijah godfrey//lana del rey//fleur jordan 『first book of the parent series』