Dear Bobby,
My heart is hurting. This day's been a long day. I thought I'm a already used to all the mocking I received from other people. Why was it so easy for them to judge me? They don't even have the slightest idea of what I'm going through. I tried my best not to mind them but it still hurts every time they tell me directly how you and Shirley looks so perfect together. How lucky you are to be freed from me.
Maybe they were right? Who wants to be stuck with someone weird like me? Ikaw lang naman ang nakaintindi sa 'kin. And now that you're not beside me anymore, I felt so alone.
I missed your comfort, Bob. Whenever I get affected by the opinion of other people, you were always there to remind me not to care and just be myself.
Can I do that? Can I be myself and love you boldly again? Can I stop hiding my pain? Can I just show the world how scarred, broken, and messed up I am?
Needing you,
Ruby
