Dear Bobby,
I was surprised when you knocked on my window. That wasn't the first time you did that but still... I can't believe you really went to my room.
Your face's still full of bruises. You look so handsome nonetheless. You're the most handsome guy for me. Next to dad of course. Did you visit me so I can clean your wounds? Alam mo naman na hindi ako magaling mag-alaga. I know you're just keeping your pain to yourself while I was cleaning your wounds and scratches. That was mean!
I thought you were just gonna see how I am doing so I was really caught off guard when you asked me to take you back. I want to. So bad. But I didn't gave an answer. Still, you smiled at me. That smile.
Thank you, Bob, for staying overnight. For singing my favorite song for me once again. Everything feels like a dream. How I fell asleep while listening to you saying how much you love me over and over again. I wonder why do you still love me despite all the pain I caused you. Bakit ako pa rin? My heart was filled with happiness just by your presence. I love how tight your hugs were. Being inside your arms feels like home. You are my home.
Ruby
PS. I found my notebook inside my drawer. I need to transfer all my letters there for you. Who knows. I might give this notebook to you someday. Kidding. That will never happen.
