Dear Bobby,
I know it was always my wish for you to love me again and come back to me. But that's all selfishness. When you ran towards me, and hugged me tight... I wanna hug you back. I wanna tell you all the pain that I am hiding all this time. I wanna tell you how much I love and missed you. I wanna cry and tell you how cruel the world has been to me. Being in your arms again, hearing you saying that you still love me, it all feels like a dream come true. But then I realized, I want that to happen, yes... I want us back but we can't be. We can't.
Don't come back to me anymore, Bobby. You've already shed too much tears for me. You've been broken because of me. Now, you're nearly healed. You have a chance to be complete again. We can't go back to zero, Bob. I can't break you again. So please, just continue loving Shirley. I'll be okay.
Ruby
