It's Okay if you don't love me, yet *A SHOEY FANFIC*

Chapter 1: What did I do?

~Joeys Pov~

I woke up, with Shane wrapped around me. He was beautiful the way he slept so peacefully, with a quiet snore, quiet enough that if you wanted to hear it, you would have to be completely silent. How I wish he was mine. I am a terrible person. All these thoughts ran through my mind, as I laid there awake beside him. I needed to leave soon, Lisa was gonna be back at 3pm. Not only did I just sleep with a taken man, but he was also Lisa's, a very close friend of mine. They are a beautiful couple. She is so good to him, and he is so nice to her. Just, let me explain why I did it.

{Flashback to last night}

I walk up to Shane and Lisa's apartment. I am so excited to make a video with him, not only because I haven't seen him in a couple months, but because I have a small, teeny-tiny crush on him. Maybe a little bit bigger than a tiny crush. Alright, I have a HUGE crush on a man named Shane Dawson. There, I said it. Happy? But I would never cross the lines if him and Lisa, because Lisa is also a very good friend of mine, and they have been dating for 2 years now.

Lisa opens the door, with a big smile on her face.

Lisa: Hey Joey! Shane's in the living room!

She hugs me, and walks me inside the beautiful apartment, with corny jumping around my feet. There was Shane, gorgeously sitting on the couch. He smiled at me, with his beautiful smile, and walks over to me, and gives me a bro hug. Lisa laughs.

Shane: It's so nice to see you again, boyfriend! Shoey for life!

He painfully jokes. I wish everything he just said, meant as much to him as it does to me. He released me from the hug.

Joey: Yeah *Awkward chuckle* Shoey for life.

I half say to myself, half say to him. He laughs his laugh.

Lisa: Well, I'm heading to visit my mom. She's sick, and I won't be back until probably 3pm tomorrow.

She waves to me, and Shane kisses her on the cheek, which breaks my heart, even though I know they are a couple and we will never be one.

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