It's Okay if you don't love me, yet *A SHOEY FANFIC*

Chapter 24: I dont want to. {SMUT ALERT}

A/N: You've been warned.

{Shanes Pov}

I slowly climbed back on top of Joey. I wanted it to be romantic. I didn't want to rush anything, and I didn't want Joey to feel used. I kissed him slowly and passionately. He kissed me back.

Shane: I love you. I want you to know that. Screw the other times, this our first time. Erase what you felt before. This is going to be what a first time should feel like.

Joey: Okay..

Joey mumbled softly. I gently peeled his shirt off, he looked beautiful. I ran my fingers up and down his toned chest. I felt him get goosebumps and shut his eyes tightly.

Shane: It's okay baby. I'm not gonna hurt you.

I gave him another kiss.

Joey: Okay.

He seemed scared and fragile. We had just done this the other day, but I felt like i needed to make it up to him. All this crazy ruthless stuff had to come to an end, because he's soft and delicate and I figured he needed to be treated like an actual person, not just an object. I slowly unbottoned my shirt, sitting on Joeys waist.

Joey: Shane...

Joey mumbled, almost a moan. He slowly helped me unbotton my shirt. He put his hands on my hands, and guided my fingers to each button as if I didn't know how to do it. I gave him another kiss as he pulled my shirt off.

Shane: I love you, Joey. I love you so much.

Joey: I love you too. I love you a lot.

Shane: I love you to the moon and back, but I'd go further if you asked.

Joey: Please.

I gave him a kiss on his soft and sweet lips, that always seemed to taste like pomegranate. I knew he was fruity, but I didn't know he was that fruity. Shane, focus! Stop it with the puns and the gay jokes! You're gay too!

I trailed kisses down his body, down his chest and stomach, until I got to his waist right above his jeans. I pulled on his belt loops. I looked up to him, seeing him staring down at me impatiently, just waiting for me to make my next move. I saw a small amount of sweat on his complexion, which was strange because we hadn't even really done anything yet. He was probably hot from the car. Then again, he's always hot. Dammit Shane! Stop it!

I blew on the denim jeans, that matched mine. I blew all around, and stopped right where I saw a small bulge, and blew on it even longer.

Joey: Please Shaney!

I came up and kissed him again, while unbottoning his pants. He needed to know this was coming out of love, not lust. I pulled his pants down and off of him, leaving him in his boxers. I slowly and gently pulled his boxers down, his member slapping hard against his own skin. It was throbbing. I must've been keeping him waiting for a while. I moved my mouth up to his ear.

Shane: I don't wanna have sex with you Joey.

I said simply. I say shock come to Joeys face.

Joey: Then why the f*ck am i naked, you little tease.

Joey spat out. Way to go Joey. You're killing the mood.

Shane: What I meant to say was I wanted to make love to you, but you're killing the mood.

I growled into his ear, and bit his earlobe. He moaned at this.

Joey: Sorry Shaney..

I needed to focus. Be nice Shaney. Be gentle.