Broken Hearted

Chapter 14

Today was the day we went back home. Away away from America. But we still have like 5 hours left. "Where's the wedding going to be?" Jer asked. " Well I think it should be on the final podium of the season. " I said laughing. "That would be awesome!" Lena said. "Yes because I want to marry my fiancée in his race suit covered in champagne!" I said when Daniel blurted out "Well in my opinion I think we should go to Perth as you haven't been there for forever!" He sounded kinda angry.  "I second that truly. I haven't seen anyone there in a while. So it's settled we are going to Perth for the wedding. " I said agreeing with Dan. " It's weird to see you two together again. " said an unknown voice from what sounded like the entrance doorway. Uncle John! "John!" I said hugging my uncle that I haven't seen in nearly 2 years. "You know if your sister didn't call me I wouldn't have to bring all this crap out here to give you an ultrasound!" John said slightly annoyed. What? All the men were helping John get all the heavy equipment into the living room. John directed me to sit down on the chair and rubbed some weird goo that was 'going to help see the baby' apparently. "Well your three months along!" John said. I suddenly got worried. I've had achool and liquor in those three months what if I hurt the baby and didn't know it?! " John! I've drank achool in the last three months I know you can't with pregnancy but I did because I didn't know that I was pregnant is it going to hurt me or the baby?" I asked hysterically. "You should be fine my dear Aria. Most women don't know that they are pregnant until they are three months along and they drank heavily and them and their babies turned our fine. " John said reassuring me. After the hassel of packing and moving all of the crap out to the car we said our good byes and were at the airport. "I'm going to be a father and your going to be a mother! And we are going to go to Perth to have the wedding oh let's have it on January 18th!" Dan said excitedly "Do you remember what January 18th is?" "Why it's my dear fiancé's birthday!" "Then I don't see a better day!" I said cheerily. "Baby names!" I said sitting down on the bed in our jet. " Ethan Daniels! " Dan said starting a name game for us "William James!" "Anthony Dean!" Charlotte  Olivia!"  "Summer Mari!" "Summer Maire!" "Skylar Mia!" "Sebastian Jules!" I suddenly burst out laughing. " What?" Dan asked confused "How about Heikki Liam?" "That sounds horrible! I like the names separate bur together it's just ew!" Dan said in utter disgust. We both burst out laughing. " Let's write the good ones down then shall we?" I asked taking out a notepad. Dan started saying the good names off memory " Sebastian Jules, Summer Maire,Charlotte  Olivia, Ethan Daniels, William James and here's a new one Lillian Jade. "  He said. "I love them all. " I whispered out. I put the notepad away knowing that we both needed rest before not only facing Christian but all of Red Bull. Tomorrow was the Red Bull final meeting. I of course had to go to Mercedes but I had to go into the Red Bull building to sign final paperwork. I couldn't believe it. Once the plane had landed and we went home and to bed I crept down stairs taking my phone and car keys and drove. Up to the cemetery. " Hey Stefan. I know you can't hear me but I want to let you know I've been through a lot in this last year without you. I got engaged twice once to the wrong man. I though Elijah was perfect for me you know. I though he was going to be my everything. We were always the best of friends we always did everything. I admit it was hard to get over you but once I put it in my mind that you were never coming back it knew I had to move on. So I did. I moved on wrongly however. The man we both loved and trusted cheated on me. He broke my heart. Lewis was there for me and Nico. I had a seat this year in Red Bull. I took yours because I thought you would want that. " I took a breath letting out a sob "Stefan. You died right in front of me. Soon in about 2 months it going to get married to the right man. His name is Daniel Riccardo he's respectable and an old friend of mine. He's a wonderful Aussie. I know he's right for me possibly more right for me than you. But Stefan I miss you. After I'm got it through my pretty little head that I'm need to move on from you I  didn't morn I didn't do anything mainly because I was too scared too. I was afraid to cry and to let it all out. But I'm not anymore. I miss you and deep down I now I still love you and wherever you are I know that you still love me and I need you to know that. I miss you. I can't set foot in the room that used to be yours now. Seb was nice enough to use it for him and his wife. He got him self a girl Stef! Her name it's Becca she is wonderful and she writes too. And Jense remember him apparently he has himself a girl too! Her name it's Alice she's pretty with red hair and  all the flair. Your brother go Lena too! Remember Damon and Elena sitting in a tree! Well it came true! But most of all I found happiness. I love you Stef but it's time I say. " I breathed in racking a few sobs "Its time I say goodbye. I wanted you home that day in Austria our home track too. But you didn't and I lost you right in front of me. But I know if I don't say goodbye now that I won't and it won't help me. Goodbye Stefan Salvatore. I love you. " I said finally letting it all out sobs racing trough my body. I sat down on the ground. "Aria shh it's okay. " I heard a German voice say. I looked up to see sandy blonde hair and blue eyes. "I had to do this Seb. I needed closure. " "Shh I know I know. Come on let's get you back to the house everyone's worried. " "Why?" "Well Daniel woke up and you weren't there so he called up Lewis and you weren't there soon he ended up calling all your friends. Everyone is there now. " "How did you know where to find me?" "You used to come here unknowingly when Stefan first went away so I knew where to look. " Seb said giving a little smile to help cheer me up. The rest of the ride was silent as was getting home and into the house. "Seb you found her!" Daniel said wrapping his arms around me. " Where did you go?" He asked looking at me. "I'm sorry I should have left a note!" I said starting to cry again. I felt another set of arms engulf me and I looked up to see Alice. " Come with me sweetheart and let the boys talk. " she said leading me away. I looked off into the distance emotionless. " What's wrong? "  Alice asked "I needed closure. "  I repeated to myself. Soon the boys came back in and I saw they had been crying. " Let's let them all go home and back to bed. " Daniel said. After Skye and Lewis,  Alice and Jenson and Nico and Maddie left we went back upstairs and to bed. I wanted closure and I got it. Now I had happy times to look forward to.