I'll write your name!

Wait... maybe something isn't right...

One morning after having breakfast Idecide that I want to go for a walk through the gardens. I have been inside for a very long time. So I feel like I'm getting too little sunshine on my body. Without telling Tasha about my little walk I go to the back door. When I want to open it, I realise it's locked. This seems kind of weird to me, because Tasha said she never locks door between 8 A.M. and 12 P.M. She said she always keeps them open because it makes her feel free. I decide not to go for a walk and instead hang out with Tasha. Tasha and I have been 'dating' a bit now. We cuddle every time when we watch a movie and we kissed a couple of time, but not much more than that. I just live with Tasha and we both have a lot of fun. I completely forgot about the indicents and that I had wanted to visit the garden alone.

About a month later I get dressed and go to the back door for a garden walk. I finally realised that I wanted to go for a walk alone some time. This time again, the doors are locked. I feel slightly uncomfortable with this door being locked, so I walk up to the front door. Tasha showed me that the front door, the back door and the kitchen door where the only ways to go out of the mansion. The front door lead to the parking lot and road. The back door led to Tasha's gardens and the kitchen door was for butler staff only. Tasha does not ever use it and nor do the guests. 

When I reach the front door, I notice that this one is locked as well. I try to open it again but it's definatly locked. When I start to get a bit worried I notice a voice coming from the staircase behind me. I look around and see Tasha coming down. She said: 'Are you trying to leave?' Her voice sounded kind of upset, as if she meant that I would be leaving forever. 'I was going for a walk.' I say quickly, while trying not to upset Tisha any more than she already is. She replies, with still an upset sounding voice: 'I thought we said we were girlfriend and boyfriend. We NEED to do everything together. So don't you ever try doing something without me again, okay?' I clear my throat and nod. I feel slightly uneasy with the manner she was speaking to me, as well as the things she was saying.

Then she puts her hand in her pocket and takes something out. Her outfit is truly on point as always. Her trousers are made from leather and make her look really attractive. She takes out a golden necklace and puts it around my neck. 'I knew this would look beautiful on you!' And she gives me a kiss on the cheek. I look at the golden necklace and it makes me feel really good. The necklace seems to be really expensive and looks gorgeous around my neck, if I may say so myself. I forget about all the weird things that just happened to me and we both agree to watch a Click Flick movie together. 

We watch more than one movie together. We watch about ten movies and only stop because it got too late. She looks up at my from my chest and says: 'I'm going to be sleeping in your bed tonight!' She jumps up and runs towards my room. I think to myself that so much alcohol may have been a bad idea, but I follow her anyway. On my way there I think to myself that I'm not really ready for that step yet. I only just got 19 and she is 22 already. There's no problem with that, but Tasha is a bit more mature than I am, so I undertand why she is ready but I am not.

Then I look at my phone and realise something I have not thought of before. I've been living in this house for over seven months now! Being with Tasha makes me lose track of time! I chuckle to myself. I have almost never left the building, except for when Tasha wanted to go for a walk through her garden with me. I realised I should go to my mother again soon, since I have been neglecting her for more than seven months now. She's fine, Tasha has made sure that my mother is getting the care she needs, but I should just visit her to ask how she's feeling. I'll do that later, first I have to tell Tasha I'm not ready for the step she wants to take with me. 

But never was I expecting the reaction I was about to get.