Its hard to pretend someone you love whom you don't but it's so much harder to pretend that you don't love when you really do so damn fucking much. It's hard to pretend that I don't love you and I don't give a shit whatever you do that I don't care. Just because we don't talk doesn't mean I don't think about you. I am just trying to distance myself from you because I know I can't have you. And yes I'll admit, I am jealous. I am jealous of every single minute you spend with her, of every concerned expression you send her way, of every glance, every touch and every thought. I want to rip her to pieces and purge her from your mind and from your heart. But I can't.
