You will search for me in someone I promise.
One day you are going to move on and you will think for a while that she is better than me and she might be, but I can guarantee you're going to look for me in her. Because regardless of all my flaws, I loved you more than anyone ever will. I would have done anything for you. But I guess you are too dumb to realize that . And please don't come back to me because it hurts to know that you lost interest in me. You never really loved me. It's kind of someone punching on my face. All those words you said were just words with no emotions and I am sorry that I was so blind that couldn't see the reality. It hurts cause its insane when you pass by my side as if we never knew each other, we never met and we never talked in those nights when I had my exams the other day but still wake up till the morning just to talk you. It feels like a knife crossing through my chest every time I see you ignoring me. Why? Why can't you just look at me like that again? I can hear the heartbeat getting louder when I see you. It's breaking me,tearing me apart which you can't see now. I know you could if the time could turn back. And I miss you.
I love you.
