CHRISTIAN'S POV
It's been a week since Lourdes kicked me out the house. I have been staying with Leo. I can own up to my mistakes, I shouldn't have let that stripper kiss up on me and I shouldn't have grabbed her ass. I just pulled up to to the house, I got the flowers out of the car and headed to the door.
I knocked on the door and she opened. "Hey baby, these are for you." I handed her the flowers
She looked at me and walked back in the house. I walked in behind her. The kids were laying on the floor with Cash.
"Hey my seedlings". I smiled while looking at them
They got up and ran to me. "Sissy Juice". Simbrey says pointing at Paisley
"Paisley don't drink your sister juice..". I told her while giving her a kiss on the cheek
Cash ran over. "Hey boy, you been taking care of your siblings." I rubbed his head. "Hey, my big boy. You ready to start pre-school in a couple of weeks?" I asked Carter
"Yes!!" He shouted with excitement
"Y'all go watch tv, I'm going to talk to mommy." I tell them as I locked the door.
I walked in the kitchen and saw her cooking dinner and working on something. She was paying me no mind.
"What are you working on?" I asked
She flipped a page. "The grand opening of the new salon."
"I'm proud of you. The baby is growing very fast, you're basically 5 months huh." I rubbed her belly.
She just nodded
I sighed. "Baby I'm sorry, I know the shit I did was not cool at all. I honestly don't know why I allowed that to even happen. No shit like that will ever happen again. What do I have to do? I want to come home with y'all."
She just stared at me, then after two minutes she just started crying. "You always do this shit. You always do fucked up shit and want me to take you back. And I take you back like a fucking idiot. I shouldn't have to worry about you cheating on me, I should feel secure in this relationship!"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I will do anything to make you feel secure. We are going to be together forever baby. I'm going to fix this." I grabbed her hands
I heard little feet. "Mommy." We both looked and it was Carter.
She wiped her face and walked over to him and squatted. "Yes baby."
"Are you okay, you cry." He says as he held Lourdes face
She nodded. "I'm fine sweetie, mommy promise." She hugged him and kissed his cheeks. "Now go in there and keep a eye on your sisters."
That's when he ran back in the living room. I honestly feel like shit, I don't want my son to think it is okay to make females cry.
Lourdes walked back over to the stove. "Well if you don't mind, I need get the kids ready for dinner. So if that is it, we will see you later." She says as she fixed their plates
"Lourdes let me at least stay until they fall asleep." I suggested
She looked at me then at the kids laying on the floor. "Fine."
I walked in the living room. "Okay my seeds it is time for dinner. Y'all come on."
Carter hopped on Cash's back and the girls wobbled to the kitchen. I put each of them in their chairs. Lourdes came out with the plates, serving the kids first, then Cash, then me, the she sat her plate down.
