I'm scared because
I realize if you leave
I have no one else
Who else
Can I go to
That can relieve these thoughts
Always pounding in my head
It makes it so hard to cry
You just sit there staring at a wall
With a blank mind
Because you don't know what's real anymore
Each day it's gets harder and harder
To want to move
Then the thoughts come back
Even stronger
Please don't leave