As I get home from my long day of school
I quickly run to my bed and throw my stuff to the side
A thousand thoughts running through my mind
"Who am I"
I repeat over and over again in my head
The bruise around my eye starts to hurt
I rest my head in my pillow and give a long sigh
"You're not worthy"
"Who do you think you are"
I quickly turn on the tv to get the thoughts away
His face flashes through my mind
I get shivers
I plan how to avoid him tomorrow
"Fucking ugly"
I look over to the mirror
I slowly get up and walk over
"I can't do this"
I think to myself as I look in the mirror at my face
Later that night in the tub
I just want to forget about the world
Start over
"Kill yourself"
His lasts words run through my mind
I slowly sink down into the water
I enjoyed the feeling of my last breathes turning into bubbles
I count each second
I then here my mother walk through the door
"Mom?"
Then nothing
His words
My life
