How can I make you see
Make you see how much it's hurting me
I fell back in love with you
Which I never thought would happen again
It give me so much relief
But at the same time
I get butterflies in my stomach
The fear of you leaving haunts me
I just want to change
I want this to be different
I want to make you proud
I want to make myself proud
My whole life I've just been this disappointment
So why should you see me any different
The lightning clashes
The rain is begging to be let in
just like the thoughts in my head
I'm losing my grip on them
How can I win my own battles
And still be strong for you
For me
But it's weird
I'm at home with you
I used to think a home was a foundation
But it's just you
With you I'm safe from these storms unraveling outside my window
Begging to be let it
To take control
The one that wants me to just succumb
But now I have a purpose
A purpose to not pick it up
And do the talking for me
Everyday I fight it
But everyday it seems to get easier
Everyday you remind me that I'm alive
And these storms are nothing
Because inside my home
I'm safe
