This is starting to become a habit
Crying myself to sleep
In a world where I often feel like I'm drowning
This is my only escape
Trying to calm myself down
While I hold back my anger
Maybe if I just say I'm fine, I'll start to believe it
By the time I realized what was happening to me
It was too late
I can no longer escape these chains that hold me
But I can't take anymore of it
If death is my only escape
Then maybe I could convince myself to just do it
I'll leave behind my lover
The people who I cherish
But I can no longer keep swimming
My head is sinking
