The Rainy Days of our Life ...

Arguments ...

Daenerys

The doctor left them, with a smile. Jon took her hand in his and pressed a kiss to it.
+ See? You can open it in a week, love.
Dany didn't say anything and nodded. It's been two weeks since she came home. When Jon wasn't home, Sansa, Missandei and Arya came to stay with Dany. Aunt Cat who was nurse once, nearly checked her everyday. Dany talked to him more but still she wasn't like before. When he came home, she entertained herself with Rhaella and before he had a chance to spend time with her, she fell sleep.
He came home sooner to take her to the doctor. Doctor assure that her rib had healed and her hand had needed one more week. With Jon's help she got into the car. Jon started talking but she didn't hear any of it. Her mind was full of thoughts. Since she came home, she saw nothing but kindness from Jon! It was so different from the cheating she saw. It was a paradox... she didn't know to believe which one.... the Jon she knew and had faith in or what she saw. Still she wanted to keep it for Rhaella. She was a mother...
Their anniversary was coming in two days. She wanted to make up their relationship and clear their problems. Life thought her two things sacrifice and patience... she didn't want to forget his cheating but she wanted to give a chance; wanted to consider every little thing to make sure.
When they arrived home, she went straight to the bedroom to change her clothes and Jon followed her. Rhaella and Ben were playing in her room and Marg was with them. Jon choose a comfortable clothes and walked towards her.
_ Thank you, I can wear it myself.
He shook her head and started to change her clothes. She tried to not to look into his eyes. When she felt his hand on her body while he was helping her with her t-shirt, she closed her eyes. His hand moved in her stomach; her sensitive point.She grabbed his waist:
_ No..
He came closer and kissed her neck:
+ Why not? It's been too long. I missed you so much.
She resisted:
_ I need to take shower. I smell bad.
He smelled her hair and whispered:
+ You smell like yourself... smell like life...
Someone knocked on the door and Rhaella voice followed it:
+ Mum! Dad!
Jon took a step back and winked:
+We can continue it later.
She ignored his comment and called Rhaella in. Her daughter opened the door and ran into Dany's arms. Jon smiled at them; came closer and kissed both foreheads. Marg came into the room.
+ I wanted to take Ben to the park, I can bring Rhaella too.
Before Jon could say anything, she said:
_ Of course. My dear daughter helped her mum last two weeks a lot. It's time to have fun.
Dany she kissed her soft cheek and continued:
_ You can go if you want.
Rhaella smiled and ran to her bedroom to get ready. Dany went after her to dress her. She thought maybe it was better to be alone with Jon.. to make everything better with him and talk to him. Rhaella wore her clothes happily, kissed her mum cheek, saying goodbye and ran out. She heard Jon and Rhaella sound who were laughing. Then Jon said goodbye to Margaery and Ben. Dany just sat on the floor of Rhaella room. A month ago, when she decided to see Jon in his office, she thought if Jon says yes to her request, then they needed a bigger house, or maybe little changing in the house but what she saw change everything.
She stood up and walked out towards the hall but Jon's sound who was talking to phone made her to stood right there.
+ Dear... listen to me... I don't need your help. Let me do what I truly want. It's only two days till the party... I'll show you Rhaegar and Lyanna before it... If everything goes on the plan, then Dany would be surprised... I want this...
Jon laughed and sat on the couch.
+ Nope... she is in our room and Rhaella is out with her Robb's wife. I have great plans for you, Dany and Rhaella... of course Rhaella is good to be with me...
She couldn't stand it, she walked in the room and sat on the bed. Tears fell on her cheek one after another.
_ Jon wants to break me; he wants to introduce that girl to them as his new wife. He wants to destroy me and take Rhaella away from me.. he said two days.. in the party.. he wants to do it in front of everyone... I won't let him do it... I won't... I'll go... I will...
She heard Jon's footstep towards the room. She pulled the blanket on her face, closed her eyes and pretended like she was sleeping. Jon opened the door, she heard him sigh. He came closer and kissed on the top of her hair, then he walked away. She opened her eyes a bit and saw he had his towel and clothes in his hand. He went out of the room to take shower. His shower and dressing usually took 20 minutes. Shs stood up. She had 20 minutes to say goodbye to everything... to all of her memories.... to pass from what he had done... to put herself together again and abandon the house... the house she had built with the men she loved .. the house her dreams came true...
She pulled a suitcase from under the bed and opened the closet. She even didn't know what to bring with herself. She started to put everything she saw in the suitcase.
Now she knew the reason of Jon's kindness; he wanted to keep his plans as a secret and then break her into pieces... but why? She he was a great wife, great mum... everyone said this. Even she decided to stoped working when she gave birth to Rhaella because she wanted to raise Rhaella herself. She always said yes to Jon's desires... even more than he wanted sometimes... always excpet these last two weeks that her doubts towards him didn't let her.
She went to Rhaella's room and took some clothes for her. She couldn't let her stay with Jon... she couldn't let Jon to take her away from her...
She called for a car and changed her clothes. She brought her suitcase with herself to the door. She looked at whole house again... maybe for the last time... she stood in front of the mirror, she was like always maybe a bit pale. When she heard the sound of the car, she got out of the house and closed the door as quiet as possible... her time was over ...