The Rainy Days of our Life ...

Doubt...

Daenerys

She moved closer to him and put her head on his chest. She heard him moaned and his hardness between her legs. Then she heard him whispered:
+ You have to control yourself, man.
He stood up from the bed and wore his underwear; she saw it through her half opened eyes. He leaned forward and kissed her forehead and left for the bathroom. Dany smiled; she missed him, she missed his morning kisses. Her mind went back to last night; it was just like other nights before everything destroyed and even more and Jon... he loved her like she wanted, like he used to. She felt sweet pain in her body and she felt used. She closed her eyes again and tried to sleep a bit before Rhaella woke up. She was tired so she nearly felt sleep but then she heard Jon came out from the bathroom. She didn't bother herself to wake up. It didn't take too long when she felt a soft kiss on her lips and then his voice:
+ I love you, baby.
He said as he left the room. It seemed everything was going to be fine, like it was. She smiled and fell sleep again....

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A month later .....

+ Please, mum! Let's go to papa!
She raised her head again and looked at her daughter.
_ You know he has a lot to do, my love.
Rhaella looked like if she wanted to cry. Dany sighed, held her in her arms.
_We'll go there but let me ask him.
+ No! I want to surprise papa.
She pressed a kiss to her forehead.
_ Okay, my love.
Rhaella held her unicorn tight and went to her room. Dany stood and went after her. Rhaella was looking at her dresses and searched among them like Dany did.
+ No, it's not beautiful... Daddy doesn't like this one...
Dany giggled. She was saying things she heard from her. Jon was right when he said Rhaella was learning everything from her and she was just like Dany. Finally she chose a pink dress which Dany had brought it for Ben birthday.
+ I love this one mum! Dad told me once that he loves this.
_ Honey, it's lovely but you can't wear this when we are going to his office.
+ But...
_ Then we'll have pizza or maybe we can go to the amusement park if you like. You don't want your dress dirty, do you?
She shook her head, stepped aside and let Dany to choose her a suitable cloth. Dany helped her to wear jeans and a T-shirt. She combed her blonde curly hair.
+ Thank you.
Rhaella said with her sweet after she was finished. She pressed a kiss on her forehead.
_ You are my world, Rhaella. Dad and I love you so much no matter what happens.
Rhaella rolled eyes on Dany and asked with Jon's look on her face.
+ Everything is good, mum?
_ Yes, yes. Everything is fine.
She said as she left her room and went in hers. Since that night, Jon and her started to share bed again but he hadn't touched her and even kissed her. She didn't know what was happening in their life, neither what was in Jon's mind and that made her annoyed a bit. She got ready as soon as she could. She wore her watch as she went to Rhaella's room and saw she was talking to her doll.
+ Sleep well, I'll come back soon.
Daenerys smiled and got closer, lifted Rhaella up and kissed her little hand.
_ Are you ready?
She nodded eagerly and sent a kiss to her doll.

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She turned the music off and closed the door. Rhaella was singing with the music whole way but she was lost in her thought. Last time she wanted surprise Jon, worse things happened. Rhaella grabbed her hand as they went in to the elevator.
+ Mum? Do you think Daddy will be happy when he see us?
_ of course, he will.
Finally the elevator stopped and she saw Brienne. She smiled as she saw Dany.
+ Oh, Hello!
_ Hi Brienne, how are you?
+ Not bad.
_ Is Jon there?
+ Yes, he was about leave when his phone rang, so I left.
Brienne started to play with Rhaella and she got the opportunity to open the door and walk in. Jon was in his room and talking loudly.
+ I don't know, Jaime! I asked you to do everything ready for this divorce and you are delaying it?..... I'm tired Man! ..... She is getting on my nerve! ... No! Call me back when you did everything I asked!
He put the phone on the desk and sat on the chair. Dany came into her mind. Was he talking about divorce and he was tired? She was on his nerve?
+ Daddy!
Rhaella ran into the room.
+ Hi my sweet girl!
He lifted her up, kissed her cheek and looked at her closely.
+ You look nice, sweetie.
Rhaella hid her face in Jon's neck.
+ Where is your mother?
Rhaella pointed at the door. Dany tried to smile and forget what she just heard. He was a lawyer and talking about things like that normal. She tried not to judge again.
+ Dany, why are you standing there? Come in.
She smiled as she went in.
+ So, why did you come here?
_ Well, Rhaella wanted to surprise you.
+ She did.
Rhaella was looking at Jon's stuff and tried to understand them.
_ And I promised her that we'll go to the amusement park.
Jon smiled at Rhaella and then looked into Dany's eyes again.
+ Alright. Rhaella! We are leaving!

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Rhaella screamed loudly as they arrived. She wanted every single thing she saw and Jon obeyed her. There was another fight in her mind, she tried to ignore it.
+ Mum! Daddy and I want to use that thing.
She pointed at the carousel.
+ Will you come with us?
_ No, dear. I'll stay and watch you two.
Raella nodded and grabbed Jon's hand. Before they leave, she saw his worried eyes and then he whispered:
+ Are you alright?
_ Yes.
Rhaella pulled him and they disappeared among the crowd. Maybe he was bad sometimes, but she couldn't deny he was a great father. He wasn't bad but... he hurt her sometimes so as she did...
She sat on a bench and closed her eyes, tried to calm herself down. If Jon didn't want her, why he made love to her that night? Why he told he loved her? Why he moved to their room again? Why...
+ Look who is here!
She heard a woman's loud voice then small hands on her eyes.
+ Guess who I am?
She removed her hands from her eyes, saying without looking at her.
_ This is not funny Arya...
Arya laughed loudly and sat beside her. She had a wide smile on her face.
+ So, how are you? It's been too long since the last time we saw each other.
_ We are a bit busy, you know...
Arya shown Dany her left hand. A shiny ring was on her finger.
_ Oh my... congrats... why you didn't tell me?
She raised her eyebrows.
+ I think Aunt Lyanna told Jon. He didn't tell you?
_ No... I think he had forgotten...
Arya didn't continue and looked around.
+ I don't know where Gendry is... damn you man.
Before she could call Gendry, Dany saw Jon and Gendry. Rhaella was in Jon's arms and she was sleeping. Arya ran to Gendry and punched his arm.
+ I'm going to be your wife and you left me here for half an hour!
+ Sorry, love.
Jon took Dany's hand and pressed a kiss to it. Her heart melted at his sudden action.
+ I think we should leave, my love.
Arya frowned and pulled Dany to herself.
+ I won't let her leave without having fun.
_ I'm tired, Ar...
+ Come on! Look at that Roller Coster! Gendry will buy tickets for three of us.
Gendry got closer to Jon and tried to hug Rhaella.
+ I'll stay here with her, Jon will come with you.
Jon smirked:
+ Coward!

She didn't know how long they waited, but when she opened her eyes and realized they were sitting in the Roller Coster. Jon was next to her and was holding his hand tight.
+ Dany? Are you okay?
She just nodded and looked around.
+ You look pale. We ca-
_ No!
+ Whatever you want.
She was scared; she had been here before but this time she was scared and felt like she wanted to throw up. She screamed as soon as she moved.
+ Dany! You are an idiot!
Dany held Jon's hand with her both hands and screamed as loud as she was able to. Jon moved close to her.
+ Let's sing a song... let me think...
After a second he started:

+ ' I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more'

Dany stopped screaming. She closed her eyes and listened to him.

+ ' And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more '

Finally it stopped. Dany stood up and walked to her daughter who was still sleeping. Gendry asked:
+ How was it?
_ Good, I was feeling great.
Jon smirked.
+ Yes, it was obvious.
Before she could hug Rhaella, she felt everything she had eaten since the morning, came into her mouth. She ran towards the public bathroom and vomited. Jon's hand placed on her back and his other hand held her arm.
+ How are you feeling?
_ Better.
+ What happened to you?
She tried to stand with Jon's help.
_ I don't know.
Jon's eyes stopped on hers.
+ You weren't good today. Maybe we can go home.
Dany nodded, placed her head on his chest and let him lift her up. She was too tired to think about other things... Specially her doubts...

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