The Words I Could Never Say

Ignorance is bliss

Ignorance is bliss

If you care,

Listen.

If you don't

Ignore,

I am lost

I have not left

But I am not here

I have not found myself

I care too much

And Love too deeply

The world is cruel

Unwilling to give in

Not wanting good

Only thriving on suffering

Death,

Illness

Sorrow

All present everyday

But we are ignorant

For the most part

We hear

We see

But

We ignore.

We choose a path in which is like the world

Cruel

We care not to do things

Never to help

Never to truly let go

Never to forgive

Life is here for me to open up

Life is about living

But I don't

I breathe

I think

I laugh

Cry

Sing

Smile

Dance

Fake it.

I wear a façade

No one knows

But now

You do.

I teach myself ways

Ways to enjoy

To wake up

To look forward.

It sometimes works...

Others not so much

Ignorance is bliss