Appreciate || Attention Book2

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"J-jeno??? R-renjun?! "

Me and Jeno separated quickly away from each other, our flustered faces gave out an obvious sign that we just did something cruel.

"Donghyuck--- I--- Its not Renjun's fault. "
Jeno gave out an excuse to defend me.

"Yeah, I can clearly see that. Hyuck glared at me. I thought you and Nana are--- "

No. He's mine.

"What?! Ill have you know that Injun is dating him Jeno. That's against the bro code, and Nana is your best friend. "

Jeno was then silent and Donghyuck was right. I held Jeno's hand and gave it a long squeeze with a saddened expression.

"Hyucks right , I have Nana already.  I need to back to my room, Jaemin might be looking for me."

Glancing at Hyuck with a obvious disappointed look on his face, by simply gave me small pats on my back, telling me that hell drop by later my room to talk  about the situation that had happened.

I headed back to my room to see my lover missing from my bed that was neatly fixed; pillows arranged and blankets folded.

Passing by my bed, I blankly stared out the window, several thoughts running through my head.

What have I done?

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JENO

Never thought that I would be the possessive type of person. In fact its funny I liked Jeamin ever since middle school; he was my best friend, my first kiss in fact .

But when I found out about them ; Renjun and Jaemin, I wanted Injun to myself.

What I did was wrong, yet the sweetness of Renjun's lips still lingered cruelly on my lips, making me desperate for more.

Renjun and I--- we've bonded for quite a while. When Nana left the dorms to rest during the time he got painfully injured, Renjun was there. He comforted me, he cheered me up.

He filled the aching gap that went missing during Nana's absence. Not that I have wished to make Renjun look like a cheat. I do indeed had a bosom mutual understanding with Jaemin alone, neither of us had the opportunity to admit it among  ourselves.

Despite the fact he had to recover, I constantly had to visit him, keeping him company and updated during the time of his rest.

But during his absence and rest, Ive bonded with Renjun for more than a year.

Huang Renjun.

An absolute sweet heart.

Highly savage prick but who know this boy can made me fall madly in love with him. I was highly confused. Knowing me and Nana had something back then was clearly a stated obvious ---but then I realized that it was an unspoken revelation that neither of us had to admit.

But because of what I did.

I was greedy.

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RENJUN

When Donghyuck decided to drop by my room, we had a long talk. After I had a long talk with Hyuck, I felt like the shittiest person on earth.

What Jeno did was wrong. I couldn't entirely blame him from that kiss because by never thinking twice , I gave back what he wanted.

Distracted and I honestly wasn't paying attention to Donghyuck, I was unconsciously tapping on my lips.

By gods Jeno had the most luscious lips, capable of devouring a bewitched person like me.

"Earth to Renjun? I was still talking"

"Ahh--- yeah I'm sorry.... " looking away slightly irritated .

I hated it when I was nagged on. And I even hated it more when Haechan would do the nagging towards me.

"You have to fix this Injun" the tanned boy gave out a long sigh and it finally caught my attention.

"Please don't tell Jaemin"

"I know that you're not thinking straight. I completely understand. But you're being unfair"

Since when did everything was?