Appreciate || Attention Book2

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Renjun

A few hours from now, Jaemin will be arriving here. Honestly, I am scared--- perhaps terrified. The fear of him finding out what I did behind his back had crept up to my gut causing it to twist in turn from guilt.

Despite the fact that me and Jeno were able to clear things out-- Nana deserve to know.

He doesn't deserve me.

He's too good for me.

Minutes passed to Hours and as we all comfortably sat in the Kitchen, Jisung called out "Hyung is here!" before rushing down the building with Chenle to grab his things ; most probably would check if Jaemin had brought souvenirs from his trip,  leaving me , Jeno and Hyuck to look at each other.

"I should go talk to him first" Jeno lightly announced , but I shook my head and gave him a sad smile.

"No its fine, I'll talk to him and explain everything to him"

"But I had my faults too---Jaemin is my bestfriend. Im sure he needs to hear my side of the story too."

"I guess your right---" I turned to Donghyuck who simply nodded his head and got up from where he was sitting.

"You three should talk things out, I need to go out and pick up some of my things from the other dorm where our Hyung's are. If anything happens please call me."

Before excusing himself out, Hyuck kissed Jeno's temple and have me a tight hug before leaving the both of us in cold sweat.

The only sound you can hear right now is the clock ticking in the room.

With the door slammed in both of our faces, we felt like two miserable pigeons left out of its home.

Jaemin arrived  with a wide smile plastered on his face upon seeing me and Jeno in the Living room. The three of us hugged awkwardly with Jeno pulling away first.

Waiting for an opening, we helped Jaemin set his things back to his room and had him sit on his bed, with me giving him a guilty look.

"Baby whats wrong?" my lover held my hands and kept it close to his chest.

I hung my head low and carefully explained to him.

Breathe Renjun Breathe.

"I---

I made out with Jeno"

Yes.

That was absolutely the first thing I mentioned, and by the way it startled Jaemin , not to my surprise.

"W-what are you trying to say---"

"He and I --- made out. We were confused Nana, I fell into it and he did the same thing." I felt his hand on mine gripped a little bit tighter than before.

"Whyy---"

" I felt lonely, and you had less time for me-- to be with me. I missed your touch, your smile, your kisses--- You. I missed you a lot Jaemin. But you were too busy I couldn't even communicate with you because you would make most of your time sleeping after outworking yourself from your show--- "

"But-- I-injun--- I thought you love me---"

"I do! I honestly do! Please Jaemin believe me. Me and Jeno fixed everything out."

Without warning , Jaemin got up from his bed and headed straight to Jeno's room and barged in without warning.

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Like a storm without signs, Jaemin lunged unto Jeno who was with Chenle and Jisung at the living room, playing on the console .

To my shock, Nana pinned him to the ground with his hands balled up ready enough to hit Jeno in the face.

"Hyung dont!" the two maknaes got up and held the attacking male before he could make a blow;  with Jisung pulling Jaemin's body away from Jeno's lying body and Chenle blocking the way in the middle; just in case his Hyung might make a another surprise attack.

Thank god they stopped him.

The black haired male, all terrified uttered in a low voice. "N-nana, please calm down--"

"Calm down?! How do you expect me to calm down when you betrayed me!"

Jaemin spitted venom in his voice as he broke free from Jisung's grip and walk towards his room; slamming the door shut.

The two younger boys looked at me with worry shot up in their eyes asking "What just happened" ; confused.

I simply shook my head and hugged them tightly.

These boys do not deserve to be a part of an insolent issue.

With Jisung trembling on my small frame he quietly asked, " Will Nana hyung be okay?"

I don't know.

"Lets just hope we'll be all okay"

[ Hi, I am back my darlings. Did anybody miss me?
The story is getting better.

Am I breaking your hearts? Stay tuned for the following updates.

Q: What other Kpop groups do you stan?

Kami: At the moment, its just NCT and Seventeen. ❤🌻

I'm a heavy ChinaLine stan btw.  🐈🇨🇳]