Leaving a man unguarded is dangerous.
Renjun and Jeno were caught in the most inconvenient situation.
Jaemin trusts Jeno ; therefore he asked Jeno to take care of his lover.
As for Jeno? He needed a distraction.
Appreciate || Attention Book 2
NC...
Soft jazz music played through the radio in the SUV that we rode in as we headed to the airport.
I was sitting next to Jaemin, as promised, I would go with him to the airport and bid him farewell. It was just the two of us.
Being alone with Jaemin had been a comfort for me. We've been with each other ever since highschool. We knew each other very well and trusted each other.
But not until I had made that mistake--
Wanting to claim his boyfriend as my own.
30 minutes had passed and we went down the car , some bodyguards that served as escorts for Jaemin had readied themselves near the door in case rabid fans would bombard him or do funny business by crossing the line.
Silently grabbing his things, he looked at me with a sad smile.
"Nana whats wrong?" I asked him with a concerned tone.
"Its just --- I'll be gone for a while and no one is going to look after Renjun-- and the rest of the dreamies"
Ah-- Renjun.
"I'll take care of him. "
Giving him assurance that I would.
And I will.
"Jeno-- I know you would. He is... Renjun is ...
Renjun is someone who is precious to me, and I absolutely cherish him as much as I cherish you"
Is the feeling mutual?
"I understand. Trust me I will ---" I failed to finish my sentence as he gave me a hug by surprise.
"What I mean is..
I love him Jeno. I love him so much.
Please, while I'm gone. Take really good care of him."
What will I do?
I already broke your trust before you even flew to film your show. Leaving him with me would end up badly.
"I'll do my best."
I'll try.
∆
I bid Jaemin goodbye as he headed inside the departure area of the airport, waving my hand.
Usually I would feel light headed upon going back to the dorms, but know I felt like shit. Labeling myself as one of the worst friends in history.
Crushing over my bestfriend's boyfriend. Assaulting him. Kissing him.
Sadly, what boggled my mind is that Renjun--- He kissed me back. There was no hesitation upon my kisses as I made a move on him. I can tell that the Chinese boy had been avoiding me and I am not oblivious to that fact.
Pondering over a solution I stumbled across the sofa upon arriving the dorm. It was utterly quiet.
Jisung and Chenle must have gone out to go buy something the nearest store and Donghyuck could be---
Wait, Right! Hyuck!
∆
Upon arriving in the dormitory , my mind kept on itching to speak with Donghyuck.
Why didn't I think of asking him for help?
The dormitory lights were out when I arrived although the kitchen area was lit, I silently made my way there to check on who was there.
Two audible voices were heard not to far from where I stood.
"Hyuck--- I cant do this. I love Jaemin too much. Im so confused and hurt at the same time continuously thinking about what I did behind his back."
Renjun.
"But what about Jeno, have you two talked it out? "
Sadly no.
Renjun was silent. Ashamed on telling hyuck what we did.
Its my fault.
I wanted him.
I wish he was mine.
[ Belated Happy Birthday to Na Jaemin! Our real life prince /boyfriend like member of NCT Dream. 🍦 Wishing Nana Good health always. ( ˘ ³˘)❤
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So I am back with another update cause I might update again before this week ends due to the fact I will add a little bit more drama to the story. 🍓
