Appreciate || Attention Book2

III

I waited for Jaemin to exit the building before I made breakfast for Injun today.

A peace offering if I may call it. I wanted to simply put everything behind me and start something new. I knew I had to set my limits somewhere because I love Nana. I wish to respect him, as my best friend.

Giving small knocks on renjun's door, he called out from the other side to simply enter.

"Ahh-- Jeno good morning"

"Injun... I---- I made you breakfast--- good morning to you too"

The Chinese male was busily cleaning his room, specifically, fixing his closet. Clothes where arranged neatly on one side of the bed and the others where still in chaos.

"Do you need help?" He carefully accepted the plate with a pair of grilled cheese sandwiches that I carefully plated for him to dig in since he hadn't had his breakfast and never came out to eat with the rest of the dreamies this morning.

He simply shook his head as a reply. "Help me out with my clothes will you"

We ended up fixing everything in his room for about 30 minutes or so . It wasn't tiring.

Mostly fun because we would tease each other savagely as we arrange several things in his closet. When we were done, the Chinese boy decided to lie down on his bed, tired from exhaustion.

I settled myself down next to him, making his bed sink a little and gave out a sigh.

"Thanks for helping me out. I wouldn't have finished my mess earlier. "

"No problem, Id be willing to help anyways."

"So what brings you here?" He asked.

Here it goes.

"I.. I wanted to apologize from last time..."

... And he was silent. Gulps.

" I wasn't really exactly thinking straight when I kissed you. I didn't know what came over me--"

I shifted my weight and faced him to continue explaining myself to him.

"Renjun when I'm around you ,  I cant simply help myself ---"

"Jeno I---" 

Before he could even reply, that's where I knew I'm fucked.

I smashed our lips as I grabbed his arms and pinned it on the bed, above his head. He gave out muffled sounds of hesitation as I forcefully tried to roughly kiss him, biting his lips, sucking his well being, lusting for more.

"J-jeno -- ah" He moaned as I settled my body on top of his, pressing each of our figures, being able to feel the irregular curves and bulges our body had made. "S-stop---wait ----"

But I cant.

I couldn't.

Why would I?

Should I even?

Pausing momentarily as I stared at his whimpering state, giving him a painful look, the Chinese male below me breathed for air.

"Do you want me to-----?" I asked him when he gave me a helpless look.

"I- I don't know... This thing. With you. I-Im not sure--- if we could----"

"Then I'll make it clear for you"

Letting go of his hands, I caged him below me, claiming his lips once more. Giving it a second taste. God how I missed tasting these sinful lips.

Unknowingly, renjun's arms found its way around my neck, one on my torso; pulling our bodies closer to fill in the gaps.

∆

RENJUN

Barely having enough air to breathe we couldn't seem to stop ourselves anymore. But at some point we had to.

This is wrong.

This has got to stop.

Feeling Jeno's growing hard on made me buck my hips higher, desperately wanting for more friction to occur.

Shit .

Why cant I stop?

Guilt is starting to crawl up my spine as we continuously kissed. But when I felt Jeno ruffling his hands on my shirt, trying to take it off, I shove him a way a little.

No, this ends here.

The black haired male gave me a miserable look, asking why I pushed him away to stop.

I simply shook my head and looked away, ashamed of what was about to happen if we mindlessly continued , things would have ended up in the wrong.

We've gotten far enough.

But one person always had to appear in my mind making me feel guilty over this fucked up situation was no other than Nana.

[Oh Hi. So I am currently multitasking working and writing down my story.
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Ahahahaha. Please don't hate me on the up coming chapters. Its going to be a big B L A H ?!?

-Kami🍁]