Chapter 4📍

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BELLAS POV:
As I smile weekly at the boys while I join there game. I can't help but think what just happend.

Flashback:
As I think about what happend with Phillips and Benny. I sign. I can't help but wonder who Noah is and woah what did I just create.

"Mom I'm home" I tell

I look around and just sigh with the pills in the table. I swear if she.
I go to the bathroom  and see her all sleepy and she just looks at me and rolls her eyes. I sigh and walk to my bedroom. I get interrupted by a yell.

"Isabella Marie Rodgers" I hear ,no no not again.
I just sit down cry,my burning  tears down my cheeks.

"YOU HOE ALWAYS LEAVING ME JUST LIKE YOUR DAD" Burning words coming out her mouth.
"I'm sorry...I'm got to go." I said softly running out the room.
I'm so tired of my mom doing pills ever since dad dumped our asses she hasn't stopped.

Present time:
I think about the things that just happend tears down my cheeks. Me failing to hide them.I hear a "Bella". I clean my face real quick. Puffy eyes still red. Oh god.

"Why are you crying." Benny said with concern
"Uh I'm not allergies ?" I said with a unsure
damn it.
all the boys from the sandlot heard and ran toward me.
"What's wrong bel" said Yeah Yeah
"Yeah" everybody said
"Nothing" I said "Let's play ball"
"Not so fast" I hear Benny blurt out.

Benny's POV:
Her eyes puffy but golden,her lips glossed with sadness. I look at her our eyes meet. I turn a shade of pink. She licks her lips causing me to go insane.

" What's Wrong" I said.

"Everything"

It hurt me so much I didn't understand it. I just want her to be happy I rather her be happy. Why can't it happen to me. Why do I feel this way.

Why?











Hey y'all thank you so much for reading my book 💓It means so much to me I'll try to keep y'all updated but it's my bday this weekend.
As always Stay gold⚾️💓

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