B e n n y :
My hearts starts jumping and my head starts spinning."I"
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"Im sorry for what I did"
"Benny what the actual fuck"
"Hey he hit me first"
"And!?"
"He fucked with your heart and I couldn't stop him"
"Its my shit BENNY its not yours"
"BUT I FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOU I CARE ABOUT HOW YOU ARE HOW YOU ARE FEELING HOW IS YOUR MOM DOING I CARE"
"Ben-"
"Ya know what just forgot it, its bull shit anyways"
I get up and she sits me down and a slight shiver goes down her body . Smart ass liz.
"Hey have my jacket"
She smiles at me and allows me to put it on her. She smiles at me her eyes ,glossy brown. I want to kiss her.Before i say anything she looks at me and says
"Benny i was worried" ......
"Like really fucking worried , what if you got hurt and it wasn't worth it, I honestly thought you fucked with me too, for FUCKS sake you moved on and just left me there for who, Bertram cuz it was worst. I just thought that night you told me you loved me, You lied fucking l-ied to my face and my dumbass believed it."She said with tears going down her cheek.I held her. Im shit cuz thats exactly what i did.
"I never lie" she looks at me.
I lean in.
"What the hell Rodriguez" she gets up.
"what i just thoug-" l said i get cut off.
"You fucking thought i dont know shit what my feelings want right now...." she gets her phone and walks off.
Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit
I run after her and grab her waist.
"i'll always be here for you"
"Oh really"
"Yeah I care about you" i soften up ,her eyes soften
"Me too but i dont know who i want what i want"
"Give me time" she ended with a soft smile.
She runs off and I smile at myself at least she doesn't hate me. That went well. I smile and blush my ass off. Moonlight hitting my perfect angel. She looks back and I say
"Isnt that my jacket" i say
"Yep see you tmr" she says with a laugh.
That damn laugh. I won this game i swear.
I run home to liz asking me how i went. I tell her everything.
"you just dont kiss her dumie" she said
" i now know" i say
"Give her some time,stick with her " she said
"Trust me i will" i sayI went to bed that night and finally fell asleep in peace.
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Hey i know this was a very short chapter but as in right now i needed to kick in a chapter its like something am. But yeah hope you enjoyed and as always stay gold⚾️💗
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