Frozen Flames - Troyler AU [Discontinued]

MINI CHAPPIE - Chapter 8 - Skipping Class

Troye’s POV

I had sat next to Tyler in art class. Damn he’s good at drawing. And apparently he liked my drawing of him. Heck yeah. The teacher had walked around whilst everyone was discussing and she had to do a ‘double take’ at both mine and Tyler’s drawings. She even asked us to stay after class a few minutes. I wonder what it’s about. The class ended and the teacher basically told us that we were the best in class. Then she asked if we had chosen a safe technique, and if we were good at others, or at least had tried them. Also that she expected ‘good’ work’s from us. We then left for the cafeteria. We had sat down but I don’t know if anyone had tried to speak to me. After a few minutes in my head I started to feel anxious and I rushed away back to my dorm. All the time I was running I heard steps behind me. I tried to run faster and faster but my mind was constantly trying to drag me down into a black hole.

I got into my dorm and rushed to my bed, felt under the mattress in a corner of the bed and found the little stuff I had left. My happy pills, I took one out of the plastic cup from the plastic bag and quickly swallowed it dry. I take another cup out of the bag and take a sleeping pill too. I put the bag back and sat down on my bed, scratching my fingers over my skin. The door opened and in came a flushed Tyler. I quickly looked down and squeezed my hand tightly. “Troye” Tyler says and I stop clenching my hand, looking up. Tyler takes a step forward and of instinct I back into the corner of the bed. “Hey, how are you?” he asks, worry evident in his voice and face expression. “Fine” I huff out as I struggle not to break down inside. He sighed and started talking again “Why are you lying?” I was surprised by the bluntness and spat back “Why do you care?” looking down in my lap. I heard steps over the dorm floor and still looking down I saw Tyler kneel by the bed. “Hey, look at me” Tyler commanded with a warm voice. I hesitantly met his gaze and Tyler begins to speak again “I care because I want to get to know you better, be your friend and friends care for each other.” He says and I break our eye contact, feeling fuzziness taking over and I know that my eyes are going to be slightly glazed.

I sigh and say “Sit on the bed, Ty.” in the corner of my eye I see a slight smile on his lips as he gets up and sit on the bed, his back against the wall but about ten centimeters between our bodies. “Now, what’s wrong?” Tyler asks after a minute of silence. I feel the pills taking care of my mind and I know that the pills make me very truthful. “Everything is wrong” I hear myself say and I turn my head to the left to see his reaction. “What do you mean with everything?” he asks and he meets my gaze. He searches for something in my eyes and apparently he find something because the next thing he asks is “Troye, are you drunk or on drugs?” I laugh at his question and reach my hand around the edge of the bed, getting the only bottle of alcohol I have brought. I show him it and I hear myself say “Does this look opened Ty?” he shakes his head and I put it back under the bed. I sit back up and he asks “Troye, any drugs to show me?” I stiffen up at his words and thankfully he doesn’t notice. “Why would you think so?” I ask, hearing that my voice have gone slight deeper thanks to me taking a happy pill with a sleeping pill. “Let’s just skip class, kay?” I say and I loose myself in the feeling of ‘happiness’. “Okay” Tyler says and I feel my mind starting to get fuzzier and fuzzier. “Ty, I’m tired but I don’t want to sleep” I say and he giggles slightly at me. “Troye, why are your eye’s glazed over?” is the last thing I hear before my eyelids hide my eyes and everything turns black.

*A FEW HOURS LATER*

*STILL TROYE’S POV*

I feel someone softly running a hand through my hair as I’m still in the state between sleeping and being awake. The person continues and a hum rise and pass between my sealed lips. The motions stop for a second and I scrunch up my nose, wanting more. “Please continue doing that” I say my voice low and a bit ‘husky’, but it’s only because of sleep. The person hesitantly continues to comb his finger through my hair and every once in a while a hum pass my lips. I try to grasp the loose memories floating around and after a while I’m positive that it’s Tyler that was by my side as I passed out.  I open one eye and get blinded by the sun. I groan and Tyler giggles, his hand letting go of my hair as he gets up and closes the curtains. I open both eyes in the now pretty dark room. I get up from my curled up position and stretch. “What’s the time?” I ask Tyler and he takes his phone up saying “Well you’ve been passed out for two hours. And you said something about wanting to skip earlier so I didn’t plan going to the next class” “Mkay” I say and I smile slightly.

“Troye, why we’re your eyes glazed over before?” Tyler asks cautiously and I sigh, knowing that I have to explain myself sometimes anyways. “Tyler, do you know what this is?” I ask and get out my cup of happy pills. “Um, no?” he says, confused. I hand him the jar and he reads out loud “Happy pills? Wait- Troye, are you depressed t-?” he cut himself off and looked back at me. I felt my shoulders slump down and I took a deep breath, trying to get my exploding emotions in one place. I nod slowly and I feel the anxiety building up, what would he think? “It’s okay” Tyler quickly says and I sigh shaking my head no, because it’s not okay. “No, it’s not” I croak out tears forming quickly in my eyes and I look away, taking my duvet, drying away the tears. That’s when I feel two pair of muscular arms wrap around me. At first I stiffen up but soon I relax into his touch. I feel a tear slip down my cheek and I sniffle. “Hey, come here” he says and opens his arms so I can turn around. In my emotional state I do and I hug him close, burying my head into  his collarbone and neck, not giving a fuck about if I tickle him or not. The cup of happy pills are forgotten on the sheets as he hugs me close and my tears start to really flow.

A few minutes later I’m now back to sniffling and hiccupping a few times and that when I hear a lot of voices coming closer. “Ty?” I ask “Yeah?” he answers and I say “Are that some of your friends coming here?” “Um, maybe, I don’t know” he answers and I snuggle closer to Ty if that was even possible. A few seconds later the door clicks and opens, after 4 I lost count of how many pairs of foots entered the door. I had my back towards the people coming in through the door so I didn’t know if Tyler ‘talked’ through looks with someone. Soon I hear a gasp and Zoe speaks “Tyler, are those yours?” I freeze and let go of Tyler quickly snatching the small cup from the sheets, or that was what I was planning on doing. I got a grasp of a small hand. I followed the hand to find Zoe staring at me. I sighed, letting go of her hand. She brought the cup closer to her face and I curled up, hugging my knees to my chest. She gasped again after reading the name of the pills. She turned the cup and searched for either Tyler Oakley or Troye Mellet written on it, but I knew she wasn’t gonna find any name on it. Tyler nudged my arm and I looked at him. He leaned closer and whispered “Are you gonna tell her?” I swallowed and nodded.

“Zoe, they’re …..

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