Accidentally on Purpose (ONGOING)

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Dali dali akong tumayo at tinignan ang sarili ko sa salami sa may pinto at konting ayos lang sa buhok.

Nang napag tanto ko na ganito na talaga ang pagmumukha ko at wala na akong magawa nag decision ako na lumabas nalang ng unit ko at tumungo sa elevator. Nasa 20th floor ako kaya medyo natagalan ako kasi nasa 10th floor pa yung elevator.

I'm happy na nandito siya at the same time Nahihiya din, I don't know what to do after the incident earlier.

Maybe I'll just have to say sorry too. Kase at the first place baka ganun nga talaga ang pag tingin ng mga tao pag kasama ko si Juan. They might think na I'm only after his money and fame. I can't blame them kase sino ba naman ako at agad agad na sumulpot sa buhay niya.

When the door opened I immediately enter and pressed the number. After a couple of minutes naka rating na ako sa lobby ng condo at nakita ko si Juan na naka upo sa couch and his looking outside. I can also see the grocery bag sa tabi niya.

Lumapit ako sa kanya at agad na tinawag ang pangalan niya " Juan" agad siyang tumingin at napatayo.

"Anong ginagawa mo dito? "I ask kahit obvious naman. Kinuha niya yung grocery bag "You left it kanina, And I also want to check you if you're okay" he said

I give him a smile "Yes! I'm fine na... By the way salamat sa pag hatid mo nito" at pinakita ko sa kanya yung grocery bag "Gusto ko lang din sanang mag sorry for my actions kanina...I felt sorry, and I felt bad about what happened... I know na hindi ko nalang dapat siya pinatulan kase she's just concerned about you... Pero believe me hindi yun ang intensyon ko, I'm truly sorry for my words and actions."  Pag patuloy ko.

"It's not your fault Alniya! Don't say sorry... Don't worry Sam said that she's also sorry and told me na she will apologize in person, pero hindi muna ngayon cause she's still embarrassed for her actions. And also I don't think that way..." he said at Tinignan ako ng diretso sa mga mata ko.

"Maybe you don't, but other people might... Don't worry I'm fine na talaga... And thanks for bringing this again " I said.

We went to coffee shop and continue talking.

* * * * *

Finally, Natapos na din yung finals, I can do whatever I want to...

Nasa loob na ako ng sasakyan, pauwi na ako dahil gusto ko ng matulog... Three hours lang kasi Tulog ko cause I have to study pa.

I grab my phone and reply to Juan's text... He texted me kanina pa but I wasn't able to reply kasi loaded pa yung utak ko from finals.

Yes, Me and Juan we're text mate na after that talk sa Coffee shop. I get to know him more pa.

Juan GDL

Where are you?

On my way home na. Ikaw?

Same. Have you eaten dinner?

Wala pa... lunch din 😢
I was so busy kanina that I forgot na.

Good, I'll treat you...

Napa ngisi ako sa text niya. Then He gave me the name of the restaurant kung saan kami kaain.

I started to drive na and I can't help thinking na mag kikita na ulit kami. I haven't seen him for almost one week na but we kept on texting.

For the past few days mas lalong nag ka kilala kami ni Juan. Lagi niya akong tinetext like everyday, morning to night. He never said anything naman about our status... Like, if he likes me ba or what... And everytime he send he's Good morning and good night text, mas lalo pa akong na papa hanga sa kanya. But I keep on reminding myself na I still have fourth year and bar to take. Kaya mas okay na muna yung ganito

I saw Juan's car was parked na so I park mine din beside his. And went straight inside. I saw Juan sitting with some foods sa table na, He is wearing white shirt and cargo shorts with his white Nike shoes.

I went straight to him. Ng makita niyang papalapit na ako sa kanya ay agad siyang tumayo and give me a smile as he pulled the chair for me

"Hi" I said sabay upo, umupo na rin

"How are you doing?"He ask. Tapos he binigyan niya ako ng tubing. Kaya nag thank you ako.

"Well, Still bloated from finals" Tapos I give him tiring look. Like I can give him that look for this whole night, pero I don't want to ruin this night kaya, minsan nalang nga kaming lumabas.

He laughed and said "I know that you'll pass it" tapos he fix the foods on the table "By the way. I ordered food already... To think na baka nagugutom kana" Pag pa tuloy niya. Tawang tawa naman ako sa sinabi niya, although totoo naman, gutom na gutom na talaga ako.

"Grabe naman, Although totoo naman... Thanks" I said tapos I started eating na.

I was busy eating ng mapansin ko na hindi pa gumagalaw si Juan. So I look at him na.

"What?" I ask, naka tingin lang kasi siya sa'kin. While smiling

"You... you look cute " Kasabay nun ako pag sabog ng dibdib ko. Muntik na akong ma bulunan sa sinabi ng lalaking to.

Pinag patuloy ko nalang ang pag Kain ko at ganun din siya. I ask for the adobo dish kaya inabot din sa'kin ni Juan. I miss eating yung totoong ulam talaga. For a week kase I was eating only canned foods

"Are you free next week?" Tanong niya.

"What day next week? " Tanong ko. Baka kasi Monday eh busy ako, tapos Tuesday naman magpapa salon ako kase hindi ko na masuklay buhok ko. Sa Wednesday naman nag aya kasi mga ka blockmates ko na mag pa massage. Oh diba naka schedule na.

"On Friday..." Sagot niya.

"I'm free... Bakit ba?" I ask... At nagpa tuloy sa pag kain.

"It's Mari's birthday day celebration, and she ask me to bring you"

"What?" I said almost shouting. Sino ba namang hindi eh I'm gonna meet his family na.

And how did Mari knew me, I haven't met her pa naman.

"Sorry to make you shock, But I already told my family about you... " Sagot niya pa... Parang nawalan na ako ng ganang kumain. Mas ramdam ko ang kaba ngayon.

Sino ba namang hindi kabahan eh I wasn't expecting this to happen.

"They all want to meet you especially Mari, They are expecting you to come... So will you?" then he look at me with hope in his eyes.

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7/14/19