Accidentally on Purpose (ONGOING)

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Impossible na hindi man lang nakita ni Juan yung text message ko... His last Ig story was 7 mins ago, eh wala pa ngang 5 mins yung message ko kay Juan.

Hindi ko nalang ito pinansin at natulog nalang, since marami pa akong gagawin bukas.

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It's past lunch na and hindi pa ako nakapag lunch, I just finished my meeting

Agad akong tumungo sa malapit na karinderya dito, I ordered a cup of rice and adobo. After eating nag grocery muna ako

I tried texting Juan pero ewan, Di ko makaya kaya na isend. I know wala akong karapatang magalit o mag tampo... Pero I can't help it. I don't know why, Bakit ganito nalang talaga ang tama niya sa akin.

I also had my relationships back then, and I admit na selosa talaga ako pero pag hindi pa official I don't get jealous.

After kong mag grocery umuwi na ako. I did also arrange na ang mga groceries

I turned on the TV at humiga. I haven't decided yet what to do for the next six days. I don't have appointment kase tomorrow so I'm planning to just sleep nalang and wait for Wednesday to come and after that solve na yung problem sa lupa.

If I were to choose, I would probably choose my mom's province kase dun talagang ako pina nganak and dun ako nag elementary to high school. Pero nung nag senior high school na ako sa Quezon na ako para makapag adjust na ako for my college.

So basically nasa probinsya talaga ng mama ko yung mga kaibigan ko. Naagaw ang atensyon ko ng mag ring ang cellphone ko.

"Hello" I answered the call

"You busy? " He ask.

"Uhmm- Oo eh" I lied. I have to...

"Ohh, okay... Call me when you're not, okay!" Juan said on the other hand. He doesn't even sound worried.

Binaba ko na agad ang tawag.

I don't really want to lie to him. Pero I just have to... I have to end everything what I feel about him. Ayokong umabot ako sa punto na masaktan ako, I don't want to be in pain. Sabi nga nila prevention is better than cure.

So for now iwas iwas muna ako sa kanya. I also stalk the girl last night... And hindi man lang ako nangalahati sa ganda niya, I know hindi talaga ako aabot sa ganong level ng kagandahan to think na I'm adult na and siya maybe mga 19 or 20 basta something na ganun

And there are some pictures na magka sama talaga sila ni Juan, like nung prom siguro yun... I think magka date sila nun.

Ano namang ipag mamalaki ko dun? Wala naman akong lahi... Tapos siya parang 3 o 4 yung lahi niya. Yun kase nakalagay sa bio niya

Well love is pain , but we're still going on...

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Sorry guys maikli lang ang chapter nato and sa mga susunod pang chapters.

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8/9/19