Life of Mine

CHAPTER 1: An Info would be nice

Xavia's POV

"Hey! Viaaaa!", greetings from the precious friend of mine. Note the sarcasm.

Oh yeah, sorry for not introducing myself properly to you people but there's no way to tell it properly I guess. Yeah, I know it's kind of weird but that's the truth.

You heard that from my oh-so-called "precious FRIEND of mine" calls me Via. It was my name of course, it's the shortcut from my name Xavia Nevaeh Wilson. I live in Toronto, alone. I went to this school named "River Blue Sky Academy". Yup! I know what your thinking. From the first time I went here it's kind of weird also, it was like " what's the connection of river to blue and to sky?". But honestly the paintings were color sky blue, aqua blue, all blue in the world. Yes, it was like school to heaven but the students are from hell. Oopss! I didn't mean that.

I was 17 years old and I can describe my life as a living hell. Confusion, utter hopelessness, cruelty, rejection, like the whole world were hating me and just like I have no any position in this place.

Well, if you want to ask all about my parents. I guess don't ask it anymore. But I can share a piece of it. They sometimes left me, they sometimes ignore me, sometimes blame me, all negative 'sometimes'.

I told you just a piece of it! Then stop being so problematic and avoid planting so many questions in your mind! It'll just leave you in confusions.

"VIAAAAAA! Are you even listening?! Well, I guess your not because your huh-what-is-it? looking face explains it! My gosh Via! I don't even know where on the universe are you. I guess you've come to a place you---", Haid snapped me out of my thoughts and trails off in her mid sentence when she sees my emotionless face.

She stairs at me with her mouth agape. Then she speak, " Sorry Via, I didn't mean to say tha---" Haidee begged for forgiveness but I cut it off.

"No no no. It's okay, there is nothing you need to worry about", I said to her reassuringly just to stop her from asking questions I didn't want to answer nor hear.

She looks at me with sadness etched on her beautiful face, " you sure about that? You know Via, I am your best friend right? If you had some kind of shit going through your life, then tell me".

Yeah! That's the plain but real Haidee Carter I know.

"Haid, there's nothing you should worry about. Okay? I just kind of zoned out, there's nothing more", I said to her with small smile.

" Hoping it was just 'zoned out' ", she said, emphasizing the last word. " but if there's a lot more, swear I am going to kick you right into the stomach". Haid says, pointing her index finger in front of me.

"Yupppp! I'll assure you with that" but actually no. "I will promise to tell you every single thing I am undergoing in this life of mine" still NO. You know sometimes we need to lie just to move on and skipped those situation we don't want to talk about. Even to our friends and even though I didn't want to.

"Don't ever screw on that!" She threatens. "I'll expect your presence in the cafeteria later you young women", says Haid while jogging backwards toward her classroom.

I just came up with a 'salute' to show her that I agree because I'm really really tired. Well I guess this was the result of sleeping late at night. Good job XAVIA NEVEAH! you've made a greatest decision to read that not-that-important-novel-in-life. HA! I can't imagine what do I look like right now, as far as I can imagine... I look like a walking zombie thirsty of humans blood. Meh! Never mind how this brain of mine creates such as weird things.

Oh and by the way, if you want to ask why Haid bid her goodbyes to me. It's because we are not with the same classes. See? How cruel the world is? Even my best friend were separated from me. Ugh!

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Yey! Chapter 1 is done🎉🎈

I know its kind of a "cliff hanger" situation but I can't tell things much. I want it to be piece by piece.

Hoping for your concerns guys!😁🔮