Jason's Diary

Chapter 11

Lola's POV:

Oh. My. God. Was he serious? I expected everything but that. What should I say? Yes? No? Damn. He was so cute and everything but... We didn't know each other that well. I was confused. I didn't want to hurt him. I really wanted to stay friends with Jason but... more? If I said No, I would lose him completely and he would probably act like an asshole again. If I said Yes, we would be a couple. Everything could be great, but what if I really couldn't deal with Jason's bad side and we would break up? Exactly: He would send me through hell and back. "Uhm...Jason... Do you really think this is such a good idea?" He raised an eyebrow. "Why not?" I played with my fingers. "Well... we don't know each other that well and... I just don't know." "We will learn about each other every day. This makes this so exciting." "Or it ruins everything." "What do you mean?" I sighted. "What if you find out things about me you can't deal with or what if I find out things about you I can't deal with?" "You can deal with my bad side so you can deal with everything. And what kind of things are there I can't deal with? I can deal with everything babe." "No! I don't know if I really can handle Jason!" He took a deep breath. "I will help you to understand him. You maybe can't deal with him on your own, but you have me to help you." I shook my head. "I don't know." He placed his hand on top of mine again. "Please Lola, give me a chance. We can handle this. We can handle everything together. I need you to fight the voice in my head. I need you." I thought for a moment. Why shouldn't I give him a chance? We haven't tried yet. So... why not? "O...Okay." His eyes widened. "Really?" He smiled big. I nodded. "Yeah."

Jason's POV:

She. said. YES! I felt thousand waves of happiness rushing through my body. I couldn't believe it. I actually didn't expect her to say yes. I would have understood her if she said no. I was a fuck up. But with her I could fix my issues, I knew that. She was everything for me. Sure, we didn't know each other that well yet, but that would change. She made me so happy. I loved her with all my heart. I would make her happy too and I would buy her the world if I had to. I would give her everything she wanted and more. She deserved the best, and I would give her the best. I sprung up and took her up. I whirled her around in the air. She laughed. "Jason, let me go." I laughed and shook my head. "No can do that babe, I will never let you go." Her arms wrapped around my neck. I wrapped mine around her waist tighter. Her lips were only a few centimeters away from mine as she whispered: "I love you, Jason." "I love you too baby." I whispered back. Our lips slowly touched. Her lips were soft and tasted like cherry. I loved cherry. Our lips moved in sync. It felt like heaven, I never wanted to unlock our lips. I patted her cheek softly with my thumb. Her nails wandered down my neck. She gave me Goosebumps. God she was good. She let go of my lips to breathe again. "Wow, you're a good kisser." She said. I smirked. "Well babe, you're not bad yourself." She blushed. I let go of her as we sat down again and drank the rest of our wine. "Jason, you need to go back to hospital otherwise we'll get into trouble." I nodded. "Yeah." I paid the bill. I helped Lola into her coat. We walked out of the restaurant hand in hand. We got into the car and drove back to the hospital.

I was happy. For the first time in my life.