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The next morning, you woke up bright and early. It was not like you had a choice either. Another nightmare worked up in your mind and you didn't feel like falling back asleep. Besides, you had work to finish up.
You got out of bed with a weary expression. The nightmare had drained you. It was a totally different one. This time it was dark, dreary, and full of sadness. It wasn't like the last one you had where you had a family.
In your dream, you had your jujutsu uniform on when you glanced around your area. You were trapped in a place you hadn't seen before. It was dark, extremely dark to the point where it was impossible to look for an exit or a sign of life.
In the darkness emerged Geto. He had that same look of fear. His appearance was the same from the day he died. Blood scattered his body with rips on every part of his clothing. He was horrid and scary that it took you a moment to realize that he was coming at you.
You screamed and covered your arms over your body. His body dissipated into dust and the air. Soon there were voices in your head. It wasn't his. And it had nothing to do with him, it had everything to do with Gojo though.
"Stop! Stop!" you yelled as you squeezed your eyes shut.
You used your hands to cover your ears as the voices continued to get stronger and louder. The more you tried to silence your mind, it just increased its volume. You fall to your knees as you whimper from the overwhelming sounds.
"Gojo would never like you," Geto's voice resonated through the entire blackness.
It was scaring you. Your mind was so good at playing tricks on you that it even included Geto. The main person who helped build such a strong friendship with you three. He was always the best for the both of you now he's turned his back. It seems all too unreal.
"You don't know that!" you yell as you slowly stand up, not caring that the voices were still annoying you.
"How would you know? He only sees you as a friend," he cackled as his voice echoed throughout your area.
The voices stopped. His voice stopped and it was complete silence. There were no sounds whatsoever. Just silence, the silence that was too loud. It made you feel uneasy about what was to come.
Satoru appeared behind you in a flash. You snapped your body around to look at him. He was staring you dead in the eye. His blindfold was completely off so his eyes were in full view. It was beautiful, but now wasn't the time to admire his eyes.
"What are you doing to yourself? Don't fall for me, remember what we said?" he grits his teeth while glaring into your soul.
Neither of you said that nor did Geto say that. He never said anything about liking or falling for each other. It was inevitable if it were to happen anyways. They wouldn't hold it against one another if they did fall for each other. It was more likely to keep things to yourself because once two start dating it would leave one person out. That would ruin the friendship of the great trio.
"What? I don't understand," your breathing grew rapid when those words escaped his mouth.
"You can't fall for me. Besides, I would never find it in myself to like someone like you."
Those were the words. The same category of words you forbid your friend from saying, yet here you are crying over a nightmare with him in it. That was the time you woke up. This time, you didn't scream instead you were crying when you woke up.
Your heart ached for a moment before your breathing went back to normal. It hurt to know that these nightmares plagued your mind over such a simple emotion. Love. You were in love with Gojo for a while now. You had only realized it when you knew you felt some weird way towards him.
He was always cocky and teased you, yet you liked when he did that. It made you feel happy and content when he noticed all your staring. His words made so much build up in your heart that there were also negatives.
Negatives being overthinking. You were more accustomed to overthinking when your mind could not rest. That made nightmares increase. You felt more tired with only a few hours of energy to help power you through the day.
It would only be soon that your sleep would forever be taken from you. You would grow so weary in a bit if you continued to keep your feelings to yourself. You needed to tell him before it was also too late. He would soon be occupied by another if you were late.
You walked down the hall to the open area where the training grounds were. You stood in the middle of the field in silence. It was still early in the morning and the fact that you couldn't fall back asleep made you angry. Your mind would not rest until you did something to help it calm down.
You tilted your head up to the sky. The dark sky loomed over your figure. The moon still showing by a little and soon it would die down. Rustling was heard off in the distance, but that wasn't your concern at the moment. You were deep in thought. You always knew when to keep your guard up so it would be fine if someone were to sneak up on you.
The person was slowly making their way around to where your back was turned. They seemed like an idiot if they thought you hadn't noticed that they were there. It was only a matter of seconds before you would sock them in the face.
The footsteps were very evident behind you. They were slowly making their way over to you and once you knew they were a few feet away from you, you caught them by surprise. Or so you thought.
They swooped away just in time to dodge the attack you had thrown at them. And it had obviously been Gojo who stood behind you. He laughed as you grumbled. You were already annoyed at yourself and he just increased the amount of annoyance you felt at the moment.
He was such a pain in the ass that it was so endearing to you. He was changing the way you viewed him. Over the years, you had noticed how you felt more comfortable when he was always around. It was safe to say that you were so horrendously down bad for him.
"You truly will be the death of me."
❛ ━━･❪ ❁ ❫ ･━━ ❜ jessi speaks ! don't forget to vote! and don't be a silent reader! i love reading comments.
i've been feeling down lately, but that's okay since my 2D men can help me through it.
question of the day: would you go back in time to change anything?
my response: yes. i want to go back in time and to forget him and his friend group completely.
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