Dear Niall☆
This letter will be a bit different.
It's not really about another person, this one is about myself, my self-caring or something like that.
It's a huge part of my life and I'm still working on it.
It started in elementary school, the girls back then were really pretty and I though I wasn't.
They got boyfriend, were skinny and didn't have to shave already.
They were beautiful in my eyes, because I though o was fat and ugly.
I started to hate myself and thought why me?
I was so insecure on parties and never wanted to go to a sleepover, just because they will see my fat body.
It was a hard and I'm still struggling with it, just because in my eyes they are still beautiful and skinny girls and I'm still thinking that I'm fat, but he told me every time, I'm not, that I'm beautiful.
I'm still to insecure to believe it, but one I will believe it and it will make me stronger than I already am.
Yours,
Riley☆
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Sometimes the most normal things in life and the hardest to achieve.
