sick of losing soul mates...

happy....right?

7 months ago----

------------------------- THIRD PERSON POV

"im sorry evan i-i dont think its working anymore, i- im sorry" connor murphy said to evan hansen, who was his boyfriend ( at the time) " i still love you though.... remember that evan"

evan stood there speechless,dumbfounded and heartbroken.but he managed to choke out a phrase through tears " well clearly you dont love me enough" and with that he walked away leaving connor murphy standing behind the school, speechless and confused.

------------------------------------1 year later

it had been a year since connor broke up with evan and in all honesty evan was still hurt because of it. connor was the only person evan ever loved, connor was evans entire world and then his world was stripped from evans grip. evan had been in the Hospital 4 times since connor broke up with him, all due to suicide attempts. evan knew it was stuipid to cry over someone who broke his hear-

DINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

the doorbell rang which forced evan to come out of his room in for the first time in forever. he opened the door slowly and walked downstairs to see who it was. he opened the door to be greeted by

a roll of newpaper and mail

(ha u thought)

he picked it up and waked back inside making sure to lock the door on his way in. he sat down and began to go through it.

it was all junk mail as far as evan could tell but then something with sparkly gold edges caught evan attention-

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word count is 248 words

part 2 coming in 1 hour

i know this was really short but i thought i would leave it here with a tiny bit of a cliffhanger lol.

i saw another fan fic that was kinda like this but a lil bit different, i cant remember the name of it tho.....but just know, im not copying them rather than just using the same idea prompt

also, i really recommend watching 21 chump street by lin manuel miranda

its like a 18 minute musical about an undercover cop who goes undercover in a highschool to see whos buying, using and selling drugs, she catches the eye of a student there and in a way kind of forces him to get her drugs. its messed up in my eyes to be honest but then it all goes to crap and something happends... i dont wanna spoil it for you so just go watch it on youtube.

sincerly, me

your local jalepenooooooo

and also i really recc