𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐌𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬

𝐒𝐅𝐌𝐇-𝟎𝟗

Suho's POV

We're on our way home after staying at Noona's vacation house at Jeju we had a short flight but it tire's all of us Jisoo is looking out in the window while holding her phone

Her phone keeps on vibrating "Jisoo, someone is calling you" i says she look at her phone its her boyfriend she turn off her phone and just smile at me then retreat her eyes outside

Her eyes was glittering because of tears she immediately wipe it and closed her eyes i slowly moved my hands on her shoulder then caress it gently

"I'm so tired, this is not me anymore he changed me and i just let him" she says sobbing "I let my self fall in his visual, i threw my dignity and my self respect" she says leaning in me

"But my feelings don't let me break it up to him, why did i let myself be controlled by this stupid feelings!" she says shouting her feelings

Everyone waken up and looked at us Jisoo keeps on crying she leave in my hug and open the van window her phone is ringing, she look at it and threw it outside i grab her and closed the window

She looks at me and her tears started flowing again it makes me so damn soft i hug her and let her cry in my embrace then Jennie came sitting in her knees and caressing Jisoo's shoulder

"Unnie, I'll talk to him and tell him that you want a break up" she says "I'll fix it for you, just don't let your emotion eat you" she says joining our hug "It's bad for you, you know that right? Calm yourself okay? Or you're gonna go back drinking those pills again" she says leaning forward and kiss her cheek

"Just hold her until we reach home oppa" she says tapping my shoulder and smile sadly

Her grips are strong it doesn't hurt me but the way she cry does, it's soften me somehow then her sobs gone she's starting to calm down and when i look at her she looks so pale her eyes were deep and sad she's catching her breaths and her grip losen

My breath hitch "Jisoo?" i says trying to calm myself expecting that she'll respond but she didn't "Jennie!" i says then Bo.Young noona look back at us she stand up from her seat and go to us

"Jisoo?" she says tapping her cheeks the girls come to us sorrounding us "Unnie" they says Lisa starts to cry

Noona is checking her pulse she grab an emergency kit under her seat she took out something and put it on Jisoo it's a mini oxygen "This only last 30 minutes" she says "Manager-nim we need to bring Jisoo to the hospital she's not getting well with just this" she says

Tears starting to flow in my cheeks i caress her shoulder trying to calm myself "Jisoo?" Noona says but still she has no response "Unnie, please wake up" Rosé says

"Girls, return in your seats it's not good sorrounding her" Noona says the boys grab their partner's and bring them back to their seat

Noona keeps on massaging her hands that looks like pure white and her nails we're turning into voilet her warm body starting to cold and the oxygen wasn't enough

"Faster! Manager-nim" Noona says making the girls more cry

I hug her tightly adding her little warm expecting that it'll help my tears can't stop falling then the van stop the door open and a hospital bed is waiting for her Noona stand up and give me way

I carry her and put her in the bed her grip in me totally losen when i put her in the bed my legs weaken and my hand are trembling all of them rushed inside but i remain standing were i was

I slowly walk inside following them as i enter i saw them holding each other while the doctors trying to save her breaths they stop and put a oxygen on her the machine was beating it means her heart is beating fine

The doctor came to us "Who's the guardian?" he says im looking at her not minding what the doctor says then i feel Baekhyun push me

Making me comeback to my senses i look at the doctor "Follow me please" he says i look at them and they just nod

I follow the doctor to his office " Take a seat sir" he says "You're her?" he ask i don't know what to answer cause my mind is blank "I'm her boyfriend" i says "Okay, let me straight it to you Mr?" he says "Kim, Kim Junmyeon" i says calming myself

"Let me say it straight to you Mr.Kim" he says "You're girlfriend has an emotional and physical issue" he says by just that words he says he makes me tremble

"What do you mean?" i says "It means everytime she feels overwhelmed it effects her heart, even if she's sad,happy, or upset anything that emotional" he says "She has a very weak heart and it's not good for her to be so emotional" he explained

"Is there any cure? Medication how about that?" i says "There's something that she can take but it's not also recommend, for a case like her she more on needs mental and physical help" he stop and look at me straight to the eyes "It means she more on needs human comfort and someone who can handle her feelings, in her stage right now we can say that its still normal and you can still handle it"

"But if you insist medication, here it is" he shows me a lot of medicine i look at it and imagining her taking it imagining how hard it for her

"No, i won't take it i'll do what you recommend" i says " Okay, so that's all i think she stay overnight so we can monitor her" he says and lead me out

I walk back at the ER my legs are still weak and my eyes are tired when i reach the ER they all stand up Xiumin hyung give me water and let me take a seat

"You didn't get the medicine" Jennie says i look at her she knows "It's good you didn't take it, cause of you take it and let her drink it you'll stress her more" Rosé says sitting beside me

"Here, she goes again it'll be a hard work for you oppa since you're the one who comfort's her" Lisa says

I don't mind taking care of her but it scares me can i handle it? There's so much thing that i want to know her and the worst is the one that i knew first

I leave them and walk towards her she's laying down on the bed oxygen was plug on her wires were attach at her body and her glamorous eyes were close i hold her hand and caress it

"I'll be here until you woke up"

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I'm getting crazy i don't know what to do anymore

It sounds so lame