𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐌𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬

𝐒𝐌𝐅𝐇-𝟎𝟖

Hera and i, are now in our room Bo.Young Noona decide to rest early since we have activity tommorow for the show

I lay down on the bed and open my phone i saw a lot of tweets and tags which is normal actually but i feel different from this notification i sit down and unlock my phone

I was about to clear my notification when i saw something

SM ENTERTAINMENT ANNOUNCE THE DATING RUMORS OF SINGER AND SOLOIST KIM TAEYEON

It immediately break me i know its been years but my love and interest to her never change then the bathroom door open revealing Hera she's wearing her pink PJ's i retreat my eyes to my phone i open the news and read the statement

Then she grab my phone to my hand making me glare at her she closed it and threw it the bed "Stop doing things that'll hurt you" she says then seat infront of the mirror table and dry her hair

I bow my head and tears starting to fall then the sound of the blower stop replace by her foot steps towards me i feel her hand pat my back

"That's alright oppa, some people are meant to come to us and some of them aren't meant to stay" she says then sit beside me "Atleast now you know that your easy to replace" she says i look at her with pain

"What do you mean?" I says "It means you're just someone who she once love, you're and experience to her" she says she look into my eyes and smirk

"Tell me why are you crying? Are you hurt because you still love her, or you're hurt to know that you can't be with her anymore?" she says but i just look at her while tears continue to flow

"I'm crying cause i didn't expect that she'll move on that fast" i says then look away to wipe my tears

"Are you out of your mind? You guys broke up 6 years ago" she says that makes me realize that my reason was invalid

"You're reason is very nonsense everyone will think that you're just getting out of the situation" she says making fun of me "Just say it you still love her don't you?" she says

I just nod then she stand up "You know what just moved on, you're wasting your time in someone that is happy now" she says walking to her bed and tuck herself in "If you really love her be happy for her, you have nothing to hold on to now" she says then off the lights

Letting the dark occupied the room i stand up and walk towards her "Help me move on" i says she open her lampshade and look at me

"Don't use me to cover you're past, and stop being nonsense im not stupid enough to let you hurt me" she says and turn off the lampshade again

"Just sleep" she says i walk towards my bed and lay down

She's right im being nonsense why the hell i ask her be with me even through im broken i lay down properly and get ready to bed

I feel tired but I don't feel sleepy at all i face the balcony and stare at it then i feel a tap on my back

"Drink this it'll make you sleep" she says offering me a cup of tea i sit up and accept it "Drink it up" she says watching me drinking it i winced in strong sense of tea smell

"What's that?" i says "Tea?" then she put her hands in my forehead and push me to fall down "Thank you" i says she walk away and just put thr cup in the mirror table then go back to her bed

Instead of going to my position earlier i position myself in her bed looking at her then my eyes suddenly feel heavy the drink she gave me makes me fell asleep

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