𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐌𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬

𝐒𝐅𝐌𝐇-𝟏𝟗

Kyungsoo's POV

After the trip to the Philippines, Junmyeon became cold towards me he always has his eyes threatening me.

"Junmyeon," he looks back at me "Did I do something wrong?" I ask

"That's the problem, you don't know what you did" he sighed

I don't know where his frustration is coming from "So why don't you tell me about it?" I ask

"I'm not in the right position to tell you about it," he says then was about to walk away to go back to their tent when I grab him and pull him in a quiet place. 

"Look, I didn't know what I did but can you just let it go?" I said

I saw anger in his face when I said that, ever since we trainee together to the day we debut he never gives me a look like that or to any of our members; No matter how furious he is.

Is it that deep? The thing that I didn't even know I did? Is it that unforgivable for him to give me that look?

"What's happening here?" a voice said when we look at our side only to see our members at our side.

"Nothing," Junmyeon reply and was about to walkout

"No, we're going to talk about this" Chen says stopping him from walking away

"You're about to punch him, man," Xiumin said

"Knowing you, you'll never do that especially to him or us," Sehun tells

Chen grabs Junmyeon and walks away, the members follow. Chanyeol and Baekhyun give me a worried look, they tap my back and follow the others.

Once I calm myself, I follow them and saw that they were talking to the staff the girls were also there. They look confused and worried, I saw Bo. Young whispers something to Junmyeon.

I think she feels that, I'm looking at her. She gives back the look I give her, the last thing I know was she was walking towards me that makes me look away and stay still like a frozen man.

"We need to talk," she says then enter the nearest tent to us. I immediately follow her and when I enter I hear her sighing and massaging her forehead.

"This is not how I expected you to know about it" she whispers

"About what?" I ask her to stand up and hold both of my shoulders

"I don't want this issue to ruin your friendship with any of your members," she says the slightly push me away

I frowned when I realize what she said "So, it's about you?" I whisper this was all happening because of her "For you're knowledge you're already ruining it!" I shout

A memory of her comes into my mind again, every time someone shouts she will whimper in pain and shiver. But as I look at her now she already changed, she's stronger and braver.

She can fight her anxiety, with herself now.

"I didn't mean to hear it," a voice said when I look back I saw Junmyeon and my members.

"So, it's true? You have a past with her?" Baekhyun says "Woah?! This is crazy"

"What else are you hiding from us?" Join ask

"What do you mean? We've already talked about this in our trip" I said

"Yes, but not you having a child with her" Sehun announce

I was speechless in what he said, I look at my members especially Junmyeon he looks away while the others were looking at me emotionless. I look back only to saw Bo. Young looking down.