Drown ( Joker love story )

I'm Sorry

"You're fucking insane," Ana laughed softly terrified as she backed up against the desk in my bedroom. 

"Ana I'm not crazy," I growled softly as I stepped closer to her. 

"Stay away from me!" She begged and only kept repeating herself as she tried to look around for any way out. 

"I'm not gonna hurt you Ana. Listen to me!" I stepped closer and grabbed her by her neck before slamming her on the wall by my desk as she tried to run, "I'm not going to hurt you! I'm just gonna bash your brains in." 

I felt her tense under my hands. Her chest rising and falling and suddenly I felt something rise inside me. I kissed her. I kissed her not to hard, but enough to assert myself. That was until a sharp pain and the taste of iron filled my mouth. 

"You little bitch" I growled as I pulled away seeing blood covering Ana's mouth. 

Ana spit the blood at my face only causing me to squeeze her throat tighter. Her nails raked at my hands and forearms. As she tried to kick I shoved my knee up between her legs to keep the kicks from hitting me. I watched her face as her beautiful blue eyes slowly lost their color. The kicks and scratches slowed until they finally stopped. And I was in that moment I realized what I had done. 

"Ana?" I whimpered slowly following her body down to the floor, "Ana come on wake up."

I pulled her lifeless body into my lap and pet her soft blonde hair, running my fingers through it. I couldn't believe what I had done. She was my best friend. My only friend. And I killed her. 

"I'm so sorry." I cried softly pulling her up and kissing her head.

In that moment I heard laughing. Looking over I saw him in the mirror wearing our suit and adjusting the tie. 

"Come on we both know I can't make you into who you need to be if she's around. She holds you back."

I shook my head and looked down into her cold dead eyes, "How could you do this to her?"

"Oh come on," He rolled his eyes and slicked back his hair, "You and I both felt that in the cafe when she smacked you. That rush? That's what you feel when you wanna kill right? Kinda the same thing you felt with that guy in the ally?"

I shook my head and looked down before feeling something inside me turn. Looking back up he was gone, but the suit was still hanging on the door. Standing up, I let her body slide from my lap onto the floor. I grabbed the suit and looked into the mirror seeing him smiling back at me. And as my lips curled up to match his I could only think of one thing. One burning question. 

"Do you know how to get rid of a body?"